为什么这样对我？

我-好-烦！

我...好像...喜欢上...一个人了。

说说看好了。

每次看到他时，我都一副不在乎的样子。

但是我却会不时不时的偷偷看着他。

看到他笑，自己也会很开心。

不能见到他时，就会一天到晚想想想。

每天会很想见到他。

他和别的女生说话时，心里就会不舒服。

还有...一大堆啦~

不说了。

不幸的是，他好像有心上人了。

为什么我每次都得面对这种事情？

每当我喜欢上一个人时，

总是遇到这类事。

为什么就不能让我好好喜欢一个人呢？

开始时，我抱着一些些的希望。

渐渐的发现，我好像真的对他动了心。

怎么知道...今天，看见他，和一个女生很要好。

我不信。但是回到班时，他放下包包，马上到隔壁班找她。

这能不能证明什么？

我不敢想。

我没有勇气面对。

因为我失败了又失败。

我再也没有信心去面对这样的事情...

我现在该怎么办？

放弃吗？

还是...

毕竟...

这感觉才跟了我两个月。

趁现在赶紧忘记还来得及吧？

对不对？

どうして？

sob

ngaiti... mmg soi~ today ho.. i FORGOT to bring my PJ shirt to school ho.. I was like OMG!! i forgot again!! Then go down, see teacher's face smile smile. Who knows suddenly turn into monster... T.T He said, " Saya tak mau tengok muka kamu! " Ish!! Din bring shirt nia ma!! If din wear le!! Get out of school la?! %^#$%$#@@!! Saiful ini mmg.. Aiyo~ So wu liao. ppl forget nia ma.. Don tell me u never forget things ha!! ISH!! KICK KICK KICK!! Erggzz... I should have keep my record clean le!! I target not to get any demerit from form 1 to 5 le.. Who knows... Sob sob. I wan tissue!!! (dono who: nah.. ) Thx! ... =.= SWT.. Ya ba! I so guai, o.O sure wont get any demerit de ma.. hehe~ Piak myself... Mummy!!! Buhbye 2 marks~ nvm.. got first time surely got second time right?? I'm waiting for it now~ =P

one more thing. I was SO shocked when my friend told me that my album's gonna fly here, erm.. this week.. and i'm only gonna get it NEX WEEK!! OMG~ eh.. pls la~ ppl last last week already receive liao le.. Still collect so many $$ for what poslaju ba... When did poslaju's service so laoya ha?? TT.TT

Sayonara 2 marks!

ODM watch

nice right??I LOVE this watch~ But my dad won't buy it for me.. I am looking for a watch recently.. But my dad complained that i OWES buy watch..okay.. i..Admit.I Have like.. 4 watch now in my room. But all cacat liao bah.. XD

I wan a watch la!! That day examno watch..So ma huan.. Have to borrow my fren's.Went to Boulevard last night. My mum asked if i wan to buy one. So we went to see lo. Who knows the price.. o.OWe went out of the shop and i told my dad "ddy, nex sem right.. if i get (...) u buy me that 'thing' ha!!"i used 'thing' cos my dad's kinda allergy to the word 'watch'.I havent get the chance to add a full stop for my sentences and to my surprise... my dad said"ok." O.WOW!! What did he just say?? YESH!!! OMFG!! I'm so happy~ lalala~first time asked him for a watch, he din scold me.. kakaka~So... I have to get what he want And then i can get what i want!! bleks..

WATCH OUT FOR THE WATCH!!

冲不走的回忆

心跳声带领我
寻找你久不见的踪影
它跳一次
我走一步

心跳声好像你
仿佛你陪伴在我身边
你跨一脚
我跟一步

习惯了没有你在身边
日子一样每天不停
时间仍然分秒流失

没有我的这些天
你还好吧
没有我的陪伴
更自由了

渐渐发现
原来我还是会想起你
回忆着清晰的甜蜜
我们的约定

适应了这孤单的生活
勉强在忙碌中度过
静下来就会想起来

沙滩上的足迹
已经不见了
我对你的感觉
还历历在目

好想让海水冲走
我对你的爱意
完全的忘记
沙滩上的回忆

怎么去忘记
深情这么难得
不想这么忘了


puh leasee~~ leave comment ok?? i need it SO MUCH!!! pls pls pls~ don just read and leave. PLS leave 'footprints' k? =p hugs for those who leave comment!!

hate vs love

HATE / LOVE

I hate someone..

i know it's NOT good to hate someone.

And the worst part is.. i dono why i hate her..

zzz..

let me explain ok?

I dono what happen.. and when.. did she start to beh song me..

I can tell by the way she looks at me..

I dono her..

Never speak a word to her..

She SO beh song me!

WTH had happen??

I so kiampak mer?

zzz

ok... i tried not to think that she beh song me ..

but whenever i meet her..

That feeling come again..

So, does that means i'm right??

Hating someone is a pain

i love u

怎么办？

我好像是喜欢上你了

不应该这样的

是怎么了？

不该这样背叛自己的

更没有勇气面对你

发现了吗？

我总是逃避你的眼神

只要眼神与你交际

我就会心跳加速

可是为什么

我就

是会偷偷看你？

与你相处真的很开心

可是我的心意

你会明白吗？

能够被接受吗？

那一星期里的两天

我越来越期待了

因为能与你碰面

虽然不敢正面看你

但是能见到就够了

在学校

总是在找寻你的影子

满心期待

但往往都会失望

知道吗？

我好喜欢看你笑耶

真的很好看

要多笑哦

不然

很恐怖 ^^

这份心意让我保管

好吗？

不让你知道

应该是对的吧？

我爱你

"The secret code"

already hit the Oricon Chart

i mentioned in my previous blog

that i hope they can get into Oricon Chart right?

They ALREADY hit it when i wrote...

OMG!!

Oh yes!!

muaahaha~

so happy~~

lalala~

Gone crazy because of happiness

"The secret code"

omg!!!

It was released yesterday.

WHOA!!!

WOW!!

WOO!!!

YAHOO!!!

=.=

i gonna get this album in NO TIME!!

haha~

though i used up almost half of the money i kept..

who cares!?

the point is that..

i'm going to get THIS!!

ahahaha~ u might think that i'm a little overact..

but i'm REALLY happy~

cheer for their released album!!

Hope they this album will get into Oricon chart too!!

I'm counting every single single to get this!!

Damn it!

I'm so NOT lucky today! Everyone knew that i wasn't satisfied with my moral marks right?? 2 more marks and i gonna pass!! So, i went up to the teacher just now. Know what she said? NO FULL STOP!!! BLOODY HELL!! I was like, GO DIE LA U! NO FULL STOP NO MARK!!?? Ok.. i admit.. I din listen in class. MY FAULT!! Ok?? She was still 'lalala'ing away while i just turned and walked back to my place. Moral teacher can do like that is it? zzz.. u urself got moral or not!! ASK URSELF!! Cin cai scold ppl, is that what a moral teacher should do?? Hands up, those who agree with what i said!! KEVIN LAI and DUNSTAN YEK how dare the both of u laughed at me ha!! wan die is it?? Urgghh!!! sob.. sob.. MUMMY!!! THEY BULLIED ME!!!

Now.. Another thingy is that.... ONG ING THIN!! U better give me back my a. maths paper!! Ish! This Ing Thin wor! Din give me back my paper.. I can't calm money from my tui teacher tonight liao la!!! sob... I wan $$ la~ My wallet is so e-m-p-t-y now!

Shirley Chai HATES full stop!!!

sea

the sea~ my em.. 4th lover!! took this outside the chalet..
nice right? secretly tell u.. i don think so.. *shhh don tell other ppl ha!!*

the hilltop pool view~

see! my lover again!! Muakzz!! =.=
nice right? I love the sky so much!!! recently...

I LOVE THE SEA AND SKY!!

dead

I'm dead! My result sucks, as usual.. Though my mum and dad din say anything about my result, but me myself am NOT satisfy with my result. Especially my MORAL!! Thanks a lot to that stingy woman! 2 more marks and i'm gonna PASS!! She gave me 8 marks!! Sh*t la! But.. i'm consider good enough liao i guess.. Most of my friends got 0 for essay. I was like OMG!! I'm surely gonna get an egg for the essay. I was so nervous when i flipped through those tiles of papers. I was praying.. Then it turns out to be 8. Happy though.. At the same time, T.T I CANT pass moral!! Sob. I gonna get red ink in my report book this time!! DAMN HELL!! Bio was 'OK' ... I got 61.. My class highest was 95. o.O Kiang kiang le~ *cheer for her* She's SO clever! And she said something that make me peng... 'I din study'... =.= Julie ar Julie.. How come u so clever ha?? pls la~ gimme so tips ok?

haha.. we got our moral essay paper back when we were in the library. Many of them got 0. I did mention didn't I? whatever.. Then someone suggested to take pic of the 0. We aranged it in a fan shape. em.. 17++ arr.. Ngaitee so many.. see~ 4sc1 mmg like that de. XD. Lols. They said those who get 0 got moral. Then those got marks.. NO moral! =.= me lo! no moral punya~ zzz haha.. will upload the pic later. When i get it from Koh Khai..

Wuhu!! went to Bio lab today. We were the first to get into the lab! Kakaka~ But i GOT comment la! I am so SICK with the table's colour! GREEN!!! But I like Chem's lab. The colour's better... Grey. Why use green for Bio lab? And the stools are damn tall... We have to bent so that we can write. Was the table too short or the stool too tall... (Dono who : Oi! So many comment! U got help do mer?) zzz. of cos i did! I helped give comment le! Ish! =p

Kinda FUN to be in 4sc1^^

Surprise

Wah~ today still ok la~ lols!! I din fail my sejarah!! Thank God!! When the teacher walked in the class, my first thought was, please don let me fail till too 'pai kua'. Then when i get my paper from the teacher, OMG!! i got 45! kakaka~ Then my friend said something's wrong with the marks. So i count mine lo. Guess what, i got 49!! muahaha~ BUT some of my friends, who are QIAN DA / KIAMPAK / QIAN KICK ... got higher than me!! Aish!! they din even flip through their books le!! Ish...

Another good news.. Hiak~ i got 91 for add maths. Maybe is first time la~ So can get marks like that. ^^ LOL! I can RM20 from my tuition teacher~ Kakaka!! I'm so so broke recently! Muakz muakz add maths! I love ya~ Lil bo!! Add maths get so good mark de! jkjk~ congrats!!

After recess, get back to class... I saw my PA paper on my desk. I nearly screamed when i see my marks! I got 65 le! I thought i was gonna fail de le! not bad la~ Like my mum said. What mu mum said surprised me too. She came fetch me after EST. On the way home, she asked me, "who was ur result? Ur aunt just called." I was like, OMG! she asked AT LAST!! So i told her all my results. She said something that nearly killed me. I told her how much i got for PA, then she said," ok le..!!" =.= For what i so scared to tell her my result le? zzz~ she din nag a single word. WAHAHAHAH!! my dad also le!! I'm so happy... That day i told him, ' ddy ar.. i fail in sejarah don scold me ha!' He said " got work hard jiu ok liao~" i o.O!! ok.. honestly la.. i did work hard in sejarah la~ REAL hard.. but what to do? All the info can't get into my brain ba~ ish!!

Now left moral and bio liao~ Hope i wont fail in moral~ I don wan get one red red in my report book le!!

Blue or Red?

words

So many words in front of me now. Guess what i'm doing..? OMFG... I'm actually writing the 800 words essay!! SURPRISE right? Wow~ me too.. Imagine me typing the essay. lols.. Eerhermm.. I'm guai de.. Don be surprise for me to do homework! XD. The problem now is that, my printer is out of ink. SHIT. T.T Why choose this time to finish ha? Aish!! Gonna print it in grey... Hope that Pn Zarina won't mind. =P

LOLS. I'm so BUSY writing, and why am i here writing craps? zzz

I HATE writing essay but LOVE writing craps!

try this out

RANDOM FACTS :
001. Real name: Shirley
002. Nicknames: miao miao.. shir shir [my cousin called me that]
003. Married: nah
004. Zodiac sign: taurus
005. Male or female: u say le?
006. Age: 15 going on 16
007. Highschool: SMK Sungai Maong
008. College: dono~
009. Residence: the cat city
010. Hair color: Black + Brown ??
011. Long or short hair: Short.. just went for haircut just now
012. Smoke: try smoke in front of me, see wat i do to u..
013. Drink: nop
014. Available: ...
015. Are you a health freak: ...
016. Weight : i'm damn heavy!
017. Do you have a crush?: idols count?
018. Do you like yourself: of cos~
019. Piercings: i wan one!! mummy ar~
020. Tattoos: i wan one too.. my dad wont sa yes..
021. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRST:
022. First surgery: nop
023: First piercing: dono le..
024. First best friend/s: do u remember?
025. First award: last year in primary sch?
026. First memory: ... ??
027. First pet: hamster?
028. First vacation: KL...
029. First concert: ...
030. First crush: Uknow Yunho!! =.=

LAST:
031. Last time you went out: just came back..
032. Last time you had a good time: yesterday..
033. Last time you cried : few days ago.. watched Sky of Love & 10 Promises to My Dog
034. Last award: ??
035. Last trip abroad: 2 years ago..
036. Last concert: i never went for concert...
037. Last album you bought: TVXQ
038. Last song you played: Sorry Sorry - Super Junior
039. Last phonecall: my aunt..??
040. Last laugh: yesterday...

PICK ONE:041. Summer or winter: Winter!!!
042. Rainy or sunny: Rainy!!!
043. Britney or Christina: Britney!!!
044. TV or YouTube: youtube la..
045. Oprah or Tyra: Oprah!!
046. McD’s or KFC: McD's
047. Soccer or tennis: neither, can?
048. New york or San francisco: both can?
049. Eating: nothing
050. Drinking: nothing
051. Wearing: clothes
052. Im about to: watch tv
053. Listening to: a song by my friend..

FAVORITES
054. Food: everything
055. Drinks: hmm...
056. Colors: Black, White, Pink..
057. Numbers: 1, 2, 5, 88

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: yesh yesh yesh!
059. Want to get married: yeaaaaaaaaaaapppp!!!
060. Life: enjoyable
061. Goals: my goal now is.... not to fail anything in term exam..
062. Where will you live: Korea.. I love Korea!
063. Buy a house: of cos~
064. Buy a car: duh..

YOUR PARENTS:
065. Love your mom? : OF COS LA!
066. Love your dad?: ... of cos..
067. Are they still together?: yeaaaaaaaaap~

WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: dono le..
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller
071. Lean or plump: lean
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
073 . Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
074 . Sensitive or loud: loud
075 . Hook-ups or relationships: Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER :
076. Bungee-jumped:...
077. Shook hands with someone important: who is important?
078. Kissed a stranger: ...
079. Drank bubbles: is that for drinking??
080. Lost glasses/contacts: nop~
081. Ran away from home: hmm
082. Liked someone younger: of cos~ my cousin.. !!!
083. Older: yeap!! my COUSINS!!
084. Broken someone’s heart: don ask me..
085. Been arrested: NO!!
086. Turned someone down: dono le..
087. Cried when someone died: yesh.. my grandpa.... T.T
088. Liked a friend: Of cos~ i LOVE all my friends!
089. Yourself: Duh~
090. Miracles: err..
091. Love at first sight: yesh!
092. Heaven: i wanna go there
093. Santa clause: yea.. my dad.. lols
094. Sex on the first date: ...
095. the more you hate, the more you love: huh?
096. Angels: i wan to meet an angel~!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: YESH. Uknow Yunho~
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: i guess so..
099. Do you believe in God?: Yup
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: no.. XD


thx to Lil~

i'm back

Came back early 9 this morning. I miss the sea now.. Sob sob. T.T Where were i yesterday during this time?? What else? Swimming la! No la, maybe now getting ready to swim nia.. We went to the hilltop pool, then went to the sea.. Then the bottom pool. ^^ Now, sun burnt... Sob sob. Black! I DON WANT!! eh, wait.. mine is ok la. See those ang mo.. All red red de le.. Like roosted.. EEeeee...EEE...EEE....eee..... sure painful la.. Aww.. =.= Just ignore the eeeeEEE thingy.. Where was i ?? umm.. oh!! ok.. i remember.. Oh ya~ I saw an 'ok' look guy near our chalet.. Kikiki.. lols.. i was playing with my cousin and i din see this face clearly.. I think ok la~ ^^ And and and.. got lots student went le.. How i wish i can go with my friends.. sob again...

One more thing. The first thing i did after putting my bag down was... GO TO THE BEACH!! lols.. i LOVE sea now~ Hoooooooo!! Feels great running along the beach le.. My cousin and i went crazy there.. =D We written something on the sand. Guess wat we wrote?? still need to me to say mer? aish.. TVXQ la!! piak u ar.. like that also dono.. Wait.. i took some photos.. Will upload later. Lazy to dig my camera out. Some in my phone.. Lazy to connect also.. zzz...

I think i gain lots weight after going there.. o.O die liao.. I can't stop eating when i was in the chalet.. Cause nothing to do ma.. Eat lo~ watch tv lo.. play lo.. SLEEP lo.. I sleep after eat everytime.. lols.. We went for a walk at night. But i missed last night's. Cause i was busy.... SLEEPING... My cousin le.. Go walk walk din wake me bo!! Aishh... All of us went during the first night. Except my aunt.. OMG~ She never walk out of the chalet.. For 4 days.. ei. no no.. she did. Last night.. XD emm.. we saw little crabs.. CUTE!!! x.x

wow... so long liao bo.. still got things to write le... Bored right?? reading my blog.. zzz.. who cares.. i like writing le.. canot mer?? But why am i not writing the essay teacher asked us to? lols.. 800 words lei!! i was like, walao!!! how to write?? I really did NOT write anything. not even the oral presentation thingy... Wait till teacher ask then i hand in.. =P AhH! Guess what.. i went for haircut just now... zzz... ok ok look gok la... macam ah ma nia la~ lols.. wanna see??? meet me jiu can see liao lo.. =.=''

*done*

i'll miss my comp..

sob sob.. leaving later.. going to damai~ kikiki... but.. i miss my comp le... gonna ask my dad buy me a laptop.. Stu la me, that day he DID ask me if i wan a laptop. Guess what i answered.. NOP!! Now that i'm regret. And asked him for a laptop.. He scolded me... =.=''' If, y so gong .. he asked me himself le.. zzz.. y did i give him such answer.. T.T

kk liao~ wrote useless things nia.. Hope can see shuai ge there. =P hiak~

nothing better to do..

Leaving home tomorrow.. Going to damai.. beach.. Y not puri ler...T.T
Anyways, better than sticking my butt at home ma~ right? kikiki...
Should be going today, but THX to A.maths tui, have to go tomorrow le.. *tears*
I was thinking of to skip that the class, but well, my a.maths sux.. hehe~ i have to go lo..
(i guai de...)

About the cube thingy.. sorry to Janan. He taught me before hols, and now i forgot how to do the second last part. Sowee... I think he almost vomit blood eh.. Hoho.. but ok liao la.. Better than someone.. *erherm.. =P

I was suppose to watch tv now, a bit sien watching, so i chose to write fui things here.. zzz.. Oh ya.. anyone same class with me, did the homework teacher asked us to? I didn't do le.. Not even maths.. I took out few days ago, planning to finish it.. But.. after few minutes, throw aside.. Do for what, can copy le.. XD Lil taught me this... *shhh* ^^

finish talking craps liao.. buhbye~

WTF!!

Shit!!! Damn it!! TMD... %$%@^#!!!! GRRRRZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARRHHGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went crazy last night!! REAL CRAZY!!! I was kicking and slamming my comp.. You know what the heck had happened?? All the videos i downloaded was gone!!! OMG!! I didnt believe at first. When i found out that they were not in my drive H, the first thing i did was.. omg.. what happened? Then quickly look carefully. SAME THING!! CANNNOT FIND! I ran out of the room and told my dad. My dad asked me to cool down and search for it. I was praying to let me find back. Who knows....... NO SUCH FILE!!! Damn it... I started cryin... You know what! I downloaded those files long time ago, and watched it already, but why i like it so much?? They were all TVXQ's performance!! And I wanted to keep it.. Just WANTED to keep it so that i can watch again next time. AND NOW THEY ARE ALL GONE!!!!!! STUPID COMP!!!! No, shud be USELESS HARD DISC!!! I threw the useless piece of metal in the bin, my dad picked up.. TT.TT Cant stop crying... sob sob.. till now still sim tia.. Sob~ anybody experience this before too??

And now, GREAT!! I have to search for all the videos, according to my memory.. which is somehow no point... and download AGAIN. I just realised that they were all big SIZE!!! SHIT. my comp is so SNAIL recently. I... I.... sob...

A GOOD ADVICE TO MY COMP... U HA! BETTER BE FAST HA! I DONO WHAT I'M GONNA DO NEX TIME.. BETTER NOT MAKE ME ANGRY!

OMG!!!!!!

WOW!! though the lunch was boring.. but something's interesting~ hiak... ok~ hang price hang price don wan tell first.. i saw few of my fren their. Went there for lunch too.. We had our lunch at Hartz, most of you know right? i mentioned in the previous article, i guess.. =.=

Then my friend and i leave earlier to buy present for my another friend. I saw the Mirotic special edition's Photo album. Quite nice la~ But the price's a lot nicer.. RM50 nett!! i put back =p Then my friend and i wanted to walk at the upper floor, by that time, i saw a handsome guy. ^.^ I pulled my friend's shirt and scream a bit to ask her see, who knows...... that guy look at me... SO SIA SOI!!!!! AHH~~ I ran up the escalator, FAST! I think i blushed... Did i?

We went to Memory Lane. When i looked out of the shop, i saw him again.. zzz~ make me more embarassed.. =^^= he kept looking at me, ( not me si ai bin ar~ real, i swear! ) I so pai se, so pulled my friend to the Toy whatever shop. He kinda followed there. I was hiding here and there, when i thought they were gone, i went to see the toy i wan.. who knows.. He suddenly came near me and said, "hello, can i have ur phone number? My bro wanna be friend with you..." I was like, OMG!! what did he just said? I smiled to him and ran to my friend ( when did she leave me? ) I was supposed to give him, but i was too... dono how to say, so i chose to RUN! zzz... he was soooo cute!! Aww~ but why his bro not him.. zzz *SLAP MYSELF...*

The most SIA SOI part was... my friend and i quickly went downstairs, then she suddenly told me, neh! he still upstairs le! I looked up. O.O!! OMG~ He saw me looking at him. I jumped. Both of us went over to Tun Jugah.. =.=




well... today's .. emm.. how to conclude ho.. lunch was... eee....... bored.. Then the shopping part was hehe~ happy.. oh ya.. got another boy wink at me.. swt... though i din give my number, but at least someone did ask.. lols~ ok.. this is not the first time. Got lots ppl like that la... but not this way.. ask face to face bo~ I like guys who are straight to the point de.. Don like, ask number from other fren then sms me, ask me guess who is him. Like that de ho~ i wont reply unless u tell me who u r...




^^

sorry

After talking with u on the phone last night, i can sleep earlier. THX~
something i wanna say is that.. I'm sorry, i cannot say 'yes' to you.
Sorry..
Pls forgive me for not telling u what i should be saying.
I'm really sorry.
I'm not ready to start a new relationship with you.
So, pls don hate me for doing this to you.
ok?
i hope u won't see this.
if you do, pls understand how i feel..
^^
thx for all you did..
i appreciate it..

WHEN THINGS LEAVE, MEANS NO COME BACK

[ i hope all of you appreciate your love ones, and cherish them.

it's hard to have a long lasting relationship... ]

该忘的爱

见到面后的感觉
心情该好的
怎却怪怪的
更想念了

见到你的笑容后
不开心的我
怎也跟着笑
是开心吗

该怎么办？
不会再见面了吧

该怎么办？
如果我想念你了

看你乐得像个 天真的孩子
自己也会开心 奇怪的感觉

心已被你控制 不属于我了
虽然已经知道 你心里有欢

但清楚感觉到 心隐隐作痛
偷偷的爱着你 真的好幸福

无法说出口的 我爱你
只好把它忘记 忘记了

从不曾努力过 付出过
还没受伤以前 放弃了

对你的爱
埋藏在心的最深处

希望这爱
永远不会让你发现

By me, (paise to say that, cause i dono what i was writing... =.=) Wrote this within half hour i guess.. All those feeling came to me all of a sudden. So made up mind to write it.. hehe~ give comment pretttyyyyy pls~ thx!

arr~

damn bored now.. I'm now at my uncle's house. The internet is damn slow. Slower than my house's. I tot my house was the slowest among all of my cousin's. Who knows there's still ... haha~ ... erhermm.. the youtube is so lag that i canot watch a bit after loading for half an hour. That's y i'm blogging now...

Ok, what i wanna say is that. OMG!! MUM, I'm almost 16! Y can't u just let me stay at home, alone? I can take care of myself liao ma.. Don treat me like a baby ok?? I need some freedom!! pls la~ Aishhh!! Said i can on for the whole week during hols. What lo! Can mer??!! I got time mer? When i wanna play, wat u wan me to do?? Say this havent do cannot on, say that havent do cannot touch com... zzz how am i going to play when u wan me to do all those stupid thingS?? =.=

MUM, I WANNA ON TILL LATE LATE LA!!!!!

10 promises to my dog

i just finished watching this movie.. So touching. I can't stop myself from crying at the last part. Anyone watched it?? Damn nice~ I can't stop crying when the dog die... Sob sob.. Now still can cry when i think about what the dog did with the girl. WAHH!!!!!

Starting last night, i watched 恋空. Cause lots of my friend recommended. OK, i'm watching halfway now. Now the boy break up with the girl. WAHHHH again.... ish~ ... sob sob..

WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

lucky 10 fan girl...

T.T those 10 lucky japanese girl are SO LUCKY!! YunJae went to アンデュ to promote their upcoming album, The Secret Code. 10 fans were chosen to interview them. They were so close, like 2 metres away from them only~ aishh.. Yunho's face was so cute when all the 10 fans face the mic at them, after asking a quest. He was like, omg! shocked me! lols~ And Jaejoong showed them the toy he bought, so cute!! aigoo~ pls pls pls come to Malaysia!!

Cousins are the best

Lols. I just realised. =p. Just came back from my cousin's house. Not the one at the condo.. But another mother side cousin. She's younger than me. A lot qian da than me. More fierce than me. Nicer than me. Prettier than me. Lotz lotz more. Wan her phone number?? i can give. =.='' canot la, she don wan got bf yet. ^^ We weren't this close last time. Cause she just 13 this year. Last time got nothing much to talk with her. But starting.. erm.. dono when, we became very friend. Maybe because we're girls, almost same age, sharing kinda same hobbies (stupid ones.. lols) Most important is, i think we have same idols.. She started to like TVXQ, because of me i guess. Got influence by me, hiak~ Now, her info bout TVXQ is faster than me.. =.= aiya~ nvm la~ as long as i got a close close cousin jiu ok liao~ We can talk bout things from her friends, to my friend.. From her sch's teacher to mine.. Things bout TVXQ... Thing bout herself.. And lots more. ^^

SPM result's out..

Oh yea... it was yesterday! SWT... wasn't my result, why am i so happy??
kikiki... bcos.. bcos.. ppl happy ma... can see ppl ma.. lols~ starting from last year hols till now din see ppl bo~ how many months liao ha?? wait.. count first. more than 4 months liao !! o.O so long liao! no wonder miss him so much... =P Yesterday as soon as the bell rang, i rushed down to see can meet him or not.. THANK GOD!! I saw HIM!! kakaka~ He was happy when he got his result. Well, i dono his result.. ( I don think he even know me... T.T sob.. ) who cares, can see jiu ok liao! ^^ Aww~ so cute.. when he showed his mum the 'v' on his hand.. Sob.. Cannot see him anymore!!!!

Missing a person hurts.

Gosh...

Today's LAST day of exam, as well as last day of SCHOOL! yahooo~ Gonna hav fun this hols. Guess what, i'm goin to my cuz condo tomorrow. SWIM.. ok.. i miss swimming. LONG LONG time din swim liao~ argg.. i miss the water so much!! And of cos, my aunt's condo gonna be.. erherm.. no nid to say la ho? got the 4 of us, sure DIE. kakaka.. My mum's still nagging me for goin over. zzz~ she kept complaining~ Cos she's going to my uncle's house at Serian, And i told her to leave me at my aunt's. When i first asked for her permission, she said cin cai la.. then now she pi li pa la~ swt... nvm.. as long as i can go nia.. talk as u like. =P

Anybody curious bout how i did in my exam? hehe~ easy ha? pui la! easy ba! yesterday's a maths i nearly crack my head.. Did till last minute, still canot find the answer.. MAMIIII ARR!! die liao~ T.T then today's moral.. WAHH!!!!!!!! cried. Really. Cried. sob sob. The stupid essay part, i wrote it in a WRONG format! Damn, that format cost me 10 marks... Hope Pn Chai got heart a bit, don minus all my marks. Pls~ T.T

Recently... something's really wrong with my head. Headache all the time, sometime feel dizzy, like that day, after doing add maths, my head pain like hell! Cant stand the pain. Hate that kind of feeling SO much.

Oh ya~ one more thingy. TVXQ's new mv just released. I watched it. And i LOVE it! Arrr... they're SOOOOOOOoooOOOOooOO cute!! *huggiess* It's 'Kiss the baby sky'. Go watch!

SCHOOL'S FUN, BUT IS BORING WHENEVER IT COMES TO EXAM!!

someone try to tell me that u LIKE exam! I'll break ur bones!

BIOLOGY...

tomorrow is BIOLOGY.. and yet i'm still blogging now.. Gonna burn midnight oil liao~ dono burn till wat time le... sob sob.. like what lilian said, i don wan fail all the sub la~ bio canot fail la!! Shirley Chai! U better work hard on biology tomorrow, or else no computer for u ha!! (talking to myself again...) =.=''' aiyo~ nvm la.. As long as i can get myself in mood to study bio ma~ walao.. the first time i so hardworking go memorise the things in Bio reference le..!! kakaka...



gtg liao... going make friend with bio book.. =P

a MUST to pass in biology!!!

bored studying

Shud be studying for BM and Chemist for tomorrow.. But u see what i'm doing now right? Blogging lo~ ... How on earth am i going to sit for the papers tomorrow?? aiya~ it's ok la... like what my a pa said.. aiya~ easy de la... swt.. i fail all then he know.. NVM.. he gonna chia~ kakaka... *er hermm.....* ok... actually i'm studyin la~ i so guai how can i not study le... *pui pui pui!!* well, studyin the cover of the book nia.. eh i just realise that the book cover for my chemist reference is so nice... =.='' really la.. too nice till i fall asleep ki.. zzz~ dreaming bout TVXQ so more.. zzz... buh bya~

Exam isn't everything, Just that fail in it is a something. ^^

ngaiti~

NGAITI!!

WALAO!

Most of my time today is occupied by T-U-I-T-I-O-N! DAMN!
you know what. I went for 3 hours add maths tui this morning. Then later going for physics, 2 and a half~ sob.. my computer.. my online time.. sob sob.. sacrifice all those time to go for tui.. SHIT! TT^TT monitor, mouse, keyboard, cpu ar.. don miss me ha~ will come back later.. sayang sayang.. zzz..

Yeah~ going out to eat next week. HOLIDAY!!!
our tuition teacher so kind~ keke.. cause last year he promised that those who get A in pmr he chia ma.. so now so many ppl get A, he kept his promise lo~ hehe.. he chia us go eat.. ehh... hartz chicken. lols. To be honest, i never been to Hartz. =.= aiya~ bo pian ppl too poor ma~ sob.. SWT.... kekeke.. well that's not the point.. the point is... I CAN GO OUT PLAY WITH MY FREN~~ kakaa.... punteng wan go watch muv de.. but the muv on air now are.... ish!! nvm~ cin cai pick one maybe... XD

WUHOOOIIII!!!!!!

so in love!!

aigo.... I'm so in love with TVXQ... duh, of course i am~ what i mean is, i fall more for them!!
WHY?? after watching all those videos about them, showing how talented they are and how much they love their members, how CUTE they are........ and stuff..! I'M HEAD OVER HEALS IN LOVE WITH TVXQ a special hug to tvxq~ hugiess.. kakaka~ i'm not crazy ok~ to all cassiopeia: i bet all of you will feel the same way after watching all those videos.

Oh ya~ sob sob.. i tears just now. cause i just realised how their life are when they're small. They have to go for part time to earn money. Uknow and Micky. I cried when watching it... TT.TT sob sob..


anyway~ what i wanna say is that

TVXQ, oppa~ FIGHTING!!! We'll always support you!! SARANGHAE~~

dead bored...

Saturday... nothing to do. Should be studying, but u know la~ ppl lazy de ma.. last minute then go study.. XD.. Eh real la.. U ask me go study early early ha.. i canot. Sure forget everything during exam.. DIE also~ now, waiting for my download to complete.. And hoping the speed will remain at 50++.. Ki si me ar this morning. Early this morning, first thing i did when i came downstair was switch on my computer, look for the thing i wanna download. Then the rate was so SLOW... I nearly when crazy waiting for it. Then few minutes later, become better a bit. When i was ready to go out, the speed @#$%##@$#$#$$% become faster.. SHIT!! Then i checked the weather.. Damn, black black one. So bo pian lo, shut down. Then go out liao ho, look up at the sky ho.. clear clear one, blue blue... =.= ERRZZ... Why everytime like that de bo. Then come back quickly go download again. This time, ngaiti.. so fast.. swt, at 90%, it STOPED. I nearly peng...
Oiyo.. don treat me like that ma, computer. I always sayang u bo... [computer: whrgt u always hit me le!!] ok... .. =.='' ignore this part if u don like it..

pls la~ mr/ms computer, don like that le!!

EXAM!!!

*written during exam time, after finish doing my paper*

Form 4 first term exam. How do i define form 4 exam?? Just a simple, short and easy to understand word. "DIE!" First day jiu sit for physics. And that paper... was like SHIT... I forgot everything my tuition teacher told me the day before. 2 questions on graph buai buai liao.. then the experiment report.. i forgot to write the quantity of water... Damn it.. T.T

PA exam now aiyo.. kolian, first subjective jiu dono how to do liao.. die die.. i cin cai plus here plus there... i think when teacher see tiok sure peng one... Think i gonna drop liao la.. depend on the result lo...

BM exam paper 1.. walao~ peng la... finish my paper dono for how long nia.. I see ppl write write write.. And then i kept fliping my question paper, see whether there's Bahagian C.. no le.. 2 bahagian le.. Why they write so many... aiyo!! i so scared after bio tiok my fren's karangan. Ngaiti, so long... mine.. aiyo~ sia soi la... cham cham this time sure low low mark de la.. *bio around again* walao~ so many ppl wrote long long le... aiya.. shirley chai ar.. ppl exam u write this thing... no good la... aiyo.. =P i think ho.. my essay should be the shortest in the class...

[skip maths and est exam]

Now sej paper.. Once AGAIN. i finished quick quick cause i DON EVEN KNOW what the quest are asking.. Then wat for last night i studied till so late?? aiyo~ die, sure fail.. Pn Fatimah ar.. give kolian marks can?? pls pls!! TT>TT someone suggest some tip to study sej?? I really dono how to push all those words and names into my brain la...

now blogging then realise, i wrote fui things during exam. zzz