I got a lot to write today. I just wanna throw everything out. It's ok if u don feel like finishing everything. Quite boring, i know. Anyway.. Just wanna let everyone know that. To me, blogging is like, i'm telling someone something which happened to me. It helps me to express myself, in a writing form. I know my writing sucks. But who cares. It's ur choice to read or not.
I m mad. So mad! Not joking. Start from tis morning. You know what? DUNSTAN YEK told me yesterday night, that today have to stay till 2. ok lo. I told my dad to come pick me at 2 la. Then tis morning ask him. He told me 1 la! 1 !! 1 !!! play la! Play till like that ha!! I have to walk back to my class and borrow my fren's phone to call my mum! Funny is it? Nice joke!! I was wondering, he kinda change recently. But who knows! Nothing seems to have change. Fine lo. Call my mum and tell her to pick me up earlier only ma. ok lo~ nvm. Forget about it.
Then, this afternoon. I was like really gonna burst! Library meeting. MEETING ba!! WTF is the meaning of MEETING?? I tot meeting was like, u can say whatever u think is right? Ppl should give opinion during meeting right?? That's what meeting are for. Ppl give opinion u just ignore and even said "shut up!!". Luckily he not telling me to SHUT UP ar! U try la! Try to tell me to shut up. See if i will talk to u after that. Fine~ None of my business ma that one. He was saying that this year's dress code is Formal. So i told him, lots of ppl wont go if it's formal. Especially girls. Like Vivian lo. She said formal she don wan go liao ma. Then got a few of my friends also said that. Formal no jeans right? I told him got girls don like wearing dress ma. Know what he said? "School uni not dress mer?" OK!!! school uni is dress. Right! And sch uni is the one and only drees in the cabinet gok!! How!!?? Just wear the 'one and only' dress to the dinner la!!??? Can or not? After that i just kept quiet. Don feel like talking to him anymore. I just don know what is the use of this meeting. Ask ppl to stay back at school and just to listen to u urself talking la!! We just sit there, listen, day dreaming. ?? Like that better u discuss and tell us the conclusion! Now ho.. I also don feel like going to the dinner liao. Don be surprise if i suddenly say i don wanna go... I M SERIOUS.
After this. Shall be something better. Not scolding ppl anymore. But quite sad. During moral period this morning. Forgot what i was doing already. oh!! Add maths. Halfway, Eric stood in front and started to talk about something. I was thinking what happen. I tot was oral!!?? =.= Then he talked lo. I was blur. Dono what he was talking about. Then he suddenly said. "pls stop saying/doing this......" He talked, paused... talk.. pause again. He's probably very sad and dono how to continue. I have no idea what he was talking about. Hopefully the one he was talking about wasn't me.... No wonder, he's different recently. Seldom hear his voice.. Face also often black black like that. Quite scary man.. Hope everything gonna be fine soon.
When Eric finished. Pn Chai said something. Which i think is totally right. Being in a same class, we should be like a family. We spent like, half of our day in school everyday right? No, 5 days in a week. We should be like siblings. Sharing things together. Like Ewen and Eric did. But, i'm afraid to stand in front.. So, i'm sorry. Don expect me to talk like them in front. And then, Pn Chai said another thing. She said," sometime, ppl really dono what they're talking about. Like they just say what they think. That's what make ppl beh song them." I AGREE!! I'm a good example. I admit. I just say what i thought everytime. Never think of the consequences.... So.. I'm taking this opportunity to apologise to those, whom i ever said something bad about, and worst to worst, i don even realise. Or those whom i did wrong and forget to apologise. I'm sorry.
Today, an important person to me had went for medical check up. And the report is coming out tomorrow. Hope everything is fine...