
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Stand by u

Monday, June 29, 2009
sob. he's gone
Sunday, June 28, 2009
complicated mood
sob....
my bro's gf just phoned me and asked me which band was it last time she helped me to buy the disc last time. She said there're a stock clearance at a cd outlet... my first expression was, "yea ka!! er.. TVXQ. got wat disc?" then she said she look look first. Ok lo~ i wait........ den i texted her. I was praying to let me get one of their newest single. WTF... she replied and said, no more liao, left the Mirotic another ver u din buy de. I was thinking ... er... wan or not ho??........ [i nearly use a coin to help me...] den... finally... don wan la~
Second....
lalalala.....
i don wan bcos i asked her, got super junior, 'sorry sorry' got or not.. Den she said got wor!! ish ish.. so i asked her buy that one. only 30 nia~ kikiki~ ben lai wan ask her got SHINee or FT de ma.. but... er.. don wan ma huan her... so~~ ~~ ~~ if i was there... ngaiti~ ~ si lo!! surely beh keng go home de!
but ho.. ish~ y don have tvxq de... arrrrggg~ hoiiiissssssshhhhh!! stupid outlet!! at least let me buy the Survivor single ma!!!! aaaiiish~~ hmm... i was thinking... er.. if more cd outlet is closing... then there'll be more stock clearance. when there's more stock clearance~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ HIAK!! XD. ok~ i know i'm bad.. who cares!? eh, ask u la. got cheap disc u don wan mer? don shake ur head ar! i know u're lying~ *nod nod...* nah see~ i knew u wan too! muahaha~ ~ ~ ~
‘你看人家的孩子,不用叫就会帮忙了。’
‘人家的孩子这么厉害,真好命。’
‘人家的孩子真是乖啊~ ’
人家,人家,人家!!!! 你们什么时候才会想想,看看你们家的孩子啊!?? 你们家的孩子不是人啊? 比他们差吗?
对,沟通,很重要,沟通不来,什么都免谈。 所以,我们就是有沟通问题。 说没几句,吵架。 不是我要吵。 你们讲点道理可以吗? 骂人之前,想想看好吗? 不要什么都把手指指向别人。 我有什么人可以说心事? 每次说的时候,都别当成是废话。 那我闭嘴啦!! 满意了吗?
曾经有人告诉我,‘看你平常嘻皮笑脸的,原来你的内心是这么阴暗的啊?’ 那时,我只是已微笑当回答,心想:是真的吗? 事实上,对。就是这样。 我的苦,有人了解吗? 我找到对象说的时候,他不是耳朵左边进,右边出,就是心不在焉。 我现在不说了,不就没人嫌我烦了吗? 老实说,平常的我,总是嘻嘻哈哈,吵吵嚷嚷,神经质,不太正常。但是,告诉你,那不是真正的我。 真正的我,不喜欢...应该是说,讨厌吵闹。我最讨厌到人多的地方,因为我害怕。我不害怕孤单,因为我...习惯了。 从小就被别人用不一样的态度对待,看着别人是怎么别称赞,疼爱。我?什么都不是。 有时,我宁愿自己一个人。因为活在自己的世界里,并不是这么困难。不用看别人的眼色,爱做什么就做什么。不受约束。但是,有时我会害怕别人讨厌我,不喜欢我,怕别人疏远我。希望别人在我孤单的时候来和我说说话...... 现在就连我自己都不明白自己。
我现在写这些不是要为了博取同情。我讨厌别人同情我,很-恶-心!! 所以,不用想说改变什么,像以前那样对待我就行了。
Saturday, June 27, 2009
hoi!!!! stupid reporter!!!

ARRGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! How many time liao!!! ppl already said that the rumour is NOT TRUE liao!!! freaking hell!! still write!! ha! wan die is it? ish ish ish!!! woke up this morning and read the papers. WTF!! saw this thing!!! IIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz...
ok... next time. During meeting, if i my TMD eyes din bio tiok ur hands, just shout at me ok??! Or just tell me after meeting ma! I wont chase u back if u have anything to say. if i don hiu u when u come to talk to me, kick me out of the library immediately. I'll know what happen. I just don wan pn tan to say, 'eh eh.. ring already eh, y are u ppl still here?' ok?? I also very pai zo u know?? pls la ho~ pls pls pls~~~~ if u ppl promise to be guai during nex meeting. I'll change my attitude also, ok??
one more thing. Bout the rumour someone told me... OK... HOI!!! WTH said that ha!!?? say nia. behind me~ nvm~ try to say that in front of me. better don let me slap u !!
p/s: after dinner i'll thx everybody..
ok.. stop emo'ing liao... michael jackson's died. everybody knew right? there're quite a few celebraties pass away recently.. sob.. Farrah Fawcett too. She didnt' get the chance to get married. sob. how sad. ok~ i don know her, see her for the first time in the papers today.. and there're another 2. one from Hong Kong and another is a korean. haiz... just these few days.. so many people "..." ... haizzzz~~
And then last night. I read one article posted by cassiopeia in a TVXQ fanclub. She said, what if.. WHAT IF... wait. *touchwood touchwood* ok.. what if... one day.. something happen to tvxq. how do we feel?? i never thought about this. Cos i DON WAN anything to happen to them... everybody think like that too right?? And there was answers like:-
1. sob to death..
2. "undescribablely" sad..
3. ok ok la...
4. no feeling
i chose no.2... which one will u choose? i can't get this out of my mind. Till now. that's y i posted this. i canot tahan liao~ so.. i learn to appreciate ppl around me.
Friday, June 26, 2009


Thursday, June 25, 2009

Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Library
After this, if i do something wrong or have some misunderstand with anyone of u, pls forgive me. I don mean it if i really do so. And one more thing is that, no matter what happen, i am still the same old me, nothing is going to change ok? i hope everything is going to be smooth, don make me scold ppl o~ Dunstan apologized liao this morning.. wakaka~ Erm.. bout the dinner thingy.. anyone interested to volunteer and help out?? I would appreciate it. Come to the meeting moro during recess. Arigatou Gozaimasu.
michelle aka laopo's laogong




Monday, June 22, 2009
Haptic Mission + Juliette
lil. this song damn nice de. Play, by SS501.
erherm. miss... this guy shud be standing bside me! =p
huh.. huh.. huh...
wait. why am i not breathing??
o.O!! omg.. help. i need some air.

o.m.g!! too cute!! 
*melts
this phone is so freaking nice!! i wan it.
SHINee's released their new mini album.
Named, Romeo.
Juliette is one of the song.
nice!!

i know. looks... herm.. funny. lols..
wth is this girl?! well, is either jessica or.. tiffany's sis. uekkk!!!!!
laopo's laogong.
bday girl. laopo's laogong gok~ lols..
frenz forever.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
1. hippo
2. gorila
3. peng
4. laopo
5. laopo's laogong
Pick 5 Guys:
6. uknow
7. hero
8. xiah
9. micky
10. max
(i know. wtf. lols. chun chun 5 boys ba~ straight type their name without thinking.)
How did you meet each person?
1. pri school
2. pri school
3. pri school
4.secondary school
5.secondary school
6.Vacation
7.Vacation
8.Vacation
9.Vacation
10.Vacation XD
(actually... i saw them on tv b4 i watch vacation... but fall heads over heel after watching vacation...=p)
What would you do if no.2 came to you and told you she was pregnant and no.9 was the father?[gorila and micky] i bet yee siang will kill her. lols..
Is no.1 your best friend?
duh..
What is no.6 to you?
[uknow]best man i ever met. (sorry dad & bro... XD )
Have you ever thought about having sex with any of them?
@^#%@$!!
Which guy and girl do you think you can trust the most?
all??
What would you do if no.3 & no.10 hooked up?
impossible..
Have any of them seen you cry?
123. and 678910 made me cry.
Are any of them dating each other?
4 and 5? lols
Are any of them family?
yeaps. me and123 are animal family.. 45 are laogong and laopo.. 678910 are more than family..
What would you do if no.8 cheated on their partner?
[Xiah]... walao... will i even KNOW that??
Who do you think you can't live without?
1-----------------------------------------10.
Who is no. 6 dating?
me le. XD
Who is no. 2 liking?
eermm.. which male gorila u like wei??
Do you think no.9 smells good?
eh.. yee siang. does he?
Is there anything you want to tell no.5?
[laopo's laogong] like the present ma??
If no.1 lied to you what would you do?
si hippo!! lied to me ha!! *kick to .... er.. outer space. zzz
Who have you known the longest?
em.. 12
Who have you known the shortest?
45. lols...
Of the girls here who is the :
Tallest : gorila gua?
Most Talkative : laopo. =p
Most Atheletic : laopo. ho? ho?
Outgoing : erm.. go ask them.
shyest : ngaiti.. got mer??
Oldest : peng. =p
Youngest : laopo. July July July~
Funniest : peng
Out of the guys who is the:
Tallest: duh... max la !!
Talkative : lols.. xiah.. i guess?
Most atheletic : uknow
Outgoing : xiah gua.
shyest : micky. =p
Oldest : hero~
Youngest : max
Funniest : xiah. ho? laopo.
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List 5 names that you would tag:
1. laopo
2. laopo's laogong
3. lil
4. envira
5. whoever. ==
Does No. 1 love No. 2?
- DUH. of cos la!
Do you think number 2 and 3 would look good together?
- emm.. lil.. how?
What do you think of No. 3?
- really love hero and JOON PYO. =p
Would you love No. 4?
- yeap. as a friend. envira. u wan more than that?? XD
What do you think if 4 and 5 are together?
- ngaiti.. who is whoever woi..
Do you miss No. 5?
- how i know who am i missing wei?
What do you want to say to No. 3 the most?
- lil!!!!! *point to somewhere* JOON PYO AR!!!! zz...
What do you hate about No. 1 the most?
- cos she is my laopo.. lols. laopo. shud i hate u?
What do you love most about No. 2?
- cuteness. haha
What are you listening to now?
-Juliette by SHINee. (nice wei~)
What is the time now?
- 4.34pm
What had you done today?
- ya lo. wat i did today?
Who was your last call from and why?
- zeiy. she asked y i called her.
Who was your last message from?
- alan chai aka papa
Favourite fast-food chain?
- fish, milk. that's wat cats eat right? zzz
You would die without?
- dono bo. never think bout that.
You are a football fan of?
- like wtf.
Your favourite perfume?
- i hate the smell. make me dizzy.
You like guys/girls who smoke?
- u smoke? stay away from me.
List 5 things you wanna do before you die?
- go korea OF COS.
- snow. i wan see REAL SNOW. (korea often snow right?)
- meet tvxq for sure!! and.. date them. XD (i'll never die if i don see them!!)
- let me have a dog pls...
- er... can i reserve this one??
Friday, June 19, 2009
♥. Part One
Q01、你的大名?
A:ah miao
Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福?
A:can eat can sleep can talk and of cos. CAN SEE TVXQ!! =p
Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要,為什麼?
A:== friendship la.
Q04、你相信天長地久嗎?
A:ngaiitii... the sky and ground long mer?
Q06、你現在過得快樂麼?
A:ok ok la.
Q07、如果有秘密,你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎?
A:dono bo...
Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎?
A:of cos la!
Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼?
A:depends ^^.
Q10、希望自己多大結婚?
A:before i die...
Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情?
A: yunho?? of cos la! *kicks
Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好?
A: see who lo..
Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊?
A:KOREA!!!
Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事?
A:just happened recently ...
Q15、如果愛一個人,是不是要拼命挽回他?
A: how to "wan hui"? use string pull ha??
Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰?
A:KOIZORA (Sky of Love) DE MAIN CHAR. (lil's ans.. hehe. me too~)
Q17、你會愛他一輩子麼?
A:yunho? DUH!!! #$%@ !!!
Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人,你會選哪個?
A:of cos the second one la!!!
Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他(她)的愛?
A:let him see my heart mer??
Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼?
A: *look for marker* ... wait.. yunho... hiak. I'll....... see him sleep. =p
♥. Part Two
08、睡覺前第一件事?
A:listen to at least one song. roll here and there. sleep. XD
09、你的偶像?
A:DUH! TVXQ la! u noob or stu wei??
10、你喜歡的季節?
A:emm... winter. snow. spring.... got this one bo... u help me choose lo!
11、你打工麼?
A:go ask my dad.
12、打工次數?
A: same answer.
13、你想去的國家?
A:KOREA BA!!!!
14、你討厭什麼樣的個性?
A:kl, pb, ...
15、你會抽煙麼?
A: == u say le?
16、你會喝酒麼?
A:hehehe~~ yeap.
17、你常哭麼?
A: err.. herm.. y.......esh....
18、你常笑麼?
A:u ask vivian lo.. ==
19、你喜歡去哪玩?
A: i prefer spending my time with my comp wor..
20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼?
A:see first..
21、是假日時你都睡到幾點?
A:oi!! am i sleeping on ur bed?? this one also ask!! ish.
22、今天的天氣是?
A: those wearing sweater today, go die la....
23、朋友和情人你會選?
A:see who need me more XD.
24、機會和命運你會選擇?
A:we make chances. and someone told me that fate doesn't exist.
25、你很自戀麼?
A: how do i know??
26、這問卷多不多?
A:u say le?? look at my first line!!
27、要怎樣才能讓自己好過一點?
A:don hurt ppl lo...
28、生日想得到什麼禮物?
A:if i ask for yunho le??
29、喜歡吃冰麼?
A:this weather of cos lo!!
30、現在幸福嗎?
A:not really. with my freaking sux result...
31、最在乎的哪幾個朋友?
A: u wan me to list 100??
32、房間裡最重要的東西是什麼?
A:my bed..
33、最常夢到什麼?
A:i seldom dream de wor..
34、精神出軌要不要原諒他?
A:what he did??
35、你認為人生的意義是什麼?
A:do something that we wont regret. P.L.A.Y.
36、聽什麼歌一定會流淚?
A:holding back the tears, proud, 忘れないで, bolero, taxi --- till now like that nia.
37、如果沒有朋友你會怎麼做?
A:dono bo.
38、如果我不見了你會怎樣?
A:whose's asking this question??
39、地上有一張100和50的鈔票?
A:pick up la!!
40、現在時間?
A: 10.25 pm
41、目前最喜歡聽的一首歌?
A: er... stand by u (not released officially yet...), doushite.. , taxi, 9095.. still got le............
42、目前最想說的一句話?
A:wth asked THESE questions??!!
43、目前的煩惱是什麼?
A: how to answer all these quest...~
44、今天中午吃什麼?
A:forgot liao...
45、賤的程度分幾級?
A: not as "jian" as my fren is... hehe
46、做壞事了怎麼辦?
A: ... LAUGH!!
47、什麼時候才會有工作?
A:how i know ho??? u think me Alice mer??
48、什麼時候才會打到驚魂書?
A:ha?
49、客戶呀你在哪裡?
A: who where??
50、開心的笑是不是很難?
A: see time...
51、我們一起開心的走下去,好不好?
A:don wan. i dono u le..
52、有沒有崩潰的感覺.?
A:not yet.
53、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎?
A: got mer got mer? where u tell me.
♥. Part Three
54、我的BGM好听么?
A:i'm listening to my own music le. nice~
55、你的皮包里有什么说说吧
A:money, $$, money, $$.. hoi!! what else can it be in the wallet beside $$??
56、你生命中最重要的人是? 一个而已啊
A:ngaiti... don like that la. i wan say de ppl... u know i know de la..
57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀?
A :what do cats eat? fish right? oh.. and milk!
58、现在有喜欢的人吗?
A:duh. abviously. who u say la!
59、你還喜歡他(她)嗎?
A:zzz. hoi! i wan hit ppl liao oo!!!
60、你觉得我坏吗?
A:@#%$@... i really wan hit ppl liao.. NO! i wan kick ppl liao.
61、你爱我吗?
A:... ==''' peng liao. dono how to hit ...
♥. Part For You
你有处女/处男情节吗?
A:ngaiti... ur business hia?
在公共交通会让位吗?
A:ask for it... hehe. no la~ a cat is not allowed to be in a public transport right??
Thursday, June 18, 2009
4sc1

stupid scanner!! ngaiti.. so blur ho?? dono what happen to the scanner le. ish~ *kick*
Second thing.Dance, Subaru is out At KL today. Damn it Kuching, dono when baru show. ish ish! I wan watch liao la~
Really
can't
wait
to
watch
this
movie~~
*screams
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
last day
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
life in 4sc1
Florence is leaving. TT Tomorow is her last day in SMK SUNGAI MAONG. So Charles volunteered to buy cake. 2!! Stupid me, forget to bring camera! aish! Today, sch was fun. First time in my life that i tot sch was fun! lols. Ewen was busy planning, everything. Thanks Ewen! By recess time, he managed to inform almost all of our teachers to take photo, in our class. The class was so freaking small. Everyone squeezed in front of the class. kakaka~ Something inside me tell me that we're like, taking family photo. ^^...
Miss Tan was like, sneaking... She said she never did that before. Stupid broken school. No. Shud be pengetua! No cakes are allowed in the sch. == Miss Tan closed all the windows and doors. After eating, Miss Tan told Florence something and shared things with us. Charles, Ewen, Eric, Kueh Khong, Soon Leong, Zheng How, Hope, Lil told Florence to be... u know i know la~ ~ I was like... almost sobing.. Luckily i tahan kin.. After all those talk... I suddenly realised. They were right. We shud appreciate those around us. And most important, which Miss Tan told us. Being in a same class, we shud be like a family, brothers and sisters. I had always wished that we could be family, friends. Like last year 3A, their relationship were so good, even till now, they are still so good. I wished 4sc1 could someday turn into a big family too. swt. i emo liao~ zzz. hehe.. Done with my craps. Seriously, today is so meaningful.. I love it!!!
To Florence:
Sorry, i shud have told u this morning. But i really can't. Not in front of so many ppl. What i wanna say is.. U r tough. Like they have said this morning. I wasn't. I have been through this too. I lost someone. I couldn't face the truth at first. Till now, whenever i think about it, i cry. I hope u weren't like me.. Be tough! ok? And.. after going to Sibu, anytime, if u need someone, i'm willing to talk to u, or listen to u. Try to make friends there ok? We'll always support u! will miss u always. take care~ ^^ xoxo
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Boys over flower
Yesterday or before that, Lil texted me.
Lil : eh eh, u got dl BOF de ost mar?
me: got, u wan ha?
Lil : Yesh!! i give u my pendrive on monday.
LMAO. Lil ar, I just realised u watch this drama.. kakaka~ and fall for Jun Pyo. omg! no. I like jun pyo too!! Lil, canot canot! swt.. haha He's so cute! I love the part when Jun Pyo went to save Jan Di when she's being bullied in the sch de. OMG~ so romantic when he carry her and told her he believe her. Arh~ so so handsome!!
Walao... this drama mmg famous la. So many ppl watch liao. My cousin is chasing also. lols. I heard someone or a news saying that there's bof 2.. dono real or not le. But i hope there is. kakaka~ the ending sucks.. Jan Di din say anything then the F3 come liao. == Anyways.. some pictures to share with Laopo and Lil. Lol. Lil, don peng ar~
main characters... look at their uni wei..
compare with our blue-white, green-white .. aduii....
omigosh!! he's smiling!!! hardly see him smile in the drama...
he killss~~
Wait!! Lil, u are not doin this to him!! he hug her so that she wont see Jun Pyo kiss the other girl. ahhh... so nice...
ok... finish le..
faint enough liao.
lil, laopo. wake up liao wei.
moro sch le, canot faint.
*slaps* y say sch! ish.. ==
-waiting for my mum to kill liao-












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look at his smile. Aww.....







