sick leave..

=p i din go to sch today. The fever came back to me again. wtf. yesterday was like. another day of tiredness. whole day lie on the desk. don believe? go ask vivian. lmao. i was sleeping when pn zarina said " where's shirley?? ". vivian woke me. I walked in front blur blur. =.= My forehead was hot. Face hot. Palm hot. Even the desk i lie on was hot too. o.O imagine wei.



Afternoon need to stay in lib gok. shoot! eh eh. u know i know de la ho~ the lib si beh cold. freezing inside wei! The air con is in front or behind u no matter where u sit wei. waliao... seng ching's sick too. XD he complained that was my fault. WOI!!



tahan till 3.30 pm. My mum fetched my home. I told her i got fever again. She called my dad and dragged me to the clinic. zzz. ok lo. eat medicine. ish. ish. came back. SLEEP. for 2 hours or so. woke up at 7. my dad asked me wan go tui o not. i nod my head. sob. why on earth did i do that for!!?? for my result's sake... sob. suffering 2 and a half hour. TT

sick or not?

sick miao

erherm... ok.. i was sick.. no. i AM sick. i havent been sick for like... 3 o 4 years liao. ok la... broke my record liao... in pri sch ho... walao.. sick once a few months..

yesterday, after en. thomson said no for my 'cikgu bolehkah saya pergi ke tandas.' , something's wrong with my stomach. I stick my upper part of my body on the desk since then. Rushed to the toilet suring last 2nd period. Felt like vomit. Came back, SLEEP. I was like blurred for the entire 2 periods. == Came back home. Start liao. The whole world was like spinning wei. o.O. damn. Slept for the whole afternoon. Then my mum come take my temperature. omg. Fever....f*ck...

woi... punteng wan skip class de. but. today wake up in a tip top condition... shoot... bo pian lo. go lo.. sob.. went to sch ho... start to feel tired liao.. =.= sleep in class gok. =p

it's fun to be sick sometimes...

Uknow and this girl.. erm.. was it Go Ara??.. is going to be casted in a drama called "Heading to the Ground".

Storyline: Yunho’s role is a soccer player named Cha Bong Gun who lives his life with passion regardless the many crisis he’s going through to achieve his impossible dream, to be national representative football player in international world.

I was like YEAPPIIIEEE!!! for my love is going to be in a movie drama.. he'd good acting skills!! GO YUNHO!! And WTF!!! for omg.. i hope there wont be any kissing scene... u know i know what i mean... so... haizz... ==

They are no longer just singer now...

let's hurray~~

wtf. tomorrow smk sungai maong is having a replacement class... swt. what am i doin now?? duh.. blogging la~ erm.. shud be sleeping by now right?? lols... but i'm not.. wuhu~~~ =p

lols. i know. lame... and ==

Life without freedom is like... SUCKS!!!
What can i do??
Whatever i do ends up being scolded.
HOI!! What the F*CK i did wrong!??
I've no right to be angry.
I've no right to keep quiet.
I've no right to fight back my right.
I've no right to do whatever i wanna do!!

WHAT ON EARTH IS THIS??! This is so FREAKING UNFAIR!!
You expect someone to talk you in a nice way when someone is in a bad mood!?
You expect someone to do whatever you want but you din even know that they ALREADY did!!
You expect someone to stand for all this??
YOU EXPECT ME TO DO EVERYTHING U WAN!!!
AND YET U NEVER LOOK AT WHAT I DID!!!

I'm not doing this anymore!
Don blame me for what i'm going to do from now onwards.


STRICTLY. NO COMMENT FOR THIS POST! PLS.

lawatan

oh yeah~ uh huh~ lols.. we, i mean the chosen librarian, are going for a visiting on .. er.. 6 August. muahaha~ which means.. WE'RE OUT OF THE FREAKING BUILDING!!! woohoo!!! lols.. But i prefer staying out of sch on wed.. because of the boring-double-period sejarah. wtf. sitting in the class also day dream nia ma~ ==

lmao!! today ho~ someone FINALLY beh tahan liao~ she said, ' only a few of u wanna listen to me in class, i think like that better la~ we vote now. choices are: do latihan & listen + do latihan. ' ok lo. we voted.. guess which one i chose? duh~ obviously~ u know i know la hO~ kaka~ the result was... more than half chose the first one. eh eh. today still got a lot ppl absent o!! [lil, y din go sch wei~ i miss u~ XD]

pro la ho~ week after next jiu oral liao. i now still dono what to do.. peng~ can someone help me?? eh~ topic given woi!!! 'LOVING OUR COUNTRY' WTF is that???? hoi!! look at me pls la~ i macam love country de face mer?? pui la! teacher still gonna ask quest gok le!! how am i suppose to know how to answer her quest. ngaiti!! help me woi!!!!


seriously, things i need to do:
1. complete my long-time-ago bm essay
2. bm zoom komsas part
3. make pn tan say yes for the 10 club dinner. =p
4. start revision... [which is obviously. impossible~]
5. t.r.y to do some moral exercise...... [eh eh.. i know what makes me say this.. i yawning now..]
6. DO HOMEWORK wei..........

i

hate

the

suckin

gastric

lib pbsm joint dinner 2009

yeah.. the dinner is OVER. XD. I was looking forward to this dinner. But quite disappointed. ok.. I am happy with the reaction, the screaming and yelling + cheering. I love the Pn Monica Slide show part. kakaka~ though i missed the beginning wei.. Practice with doggie outside. == but when i go into the hall again, wapiang.. so dark. got light gok wei!! Neh neh, rong, wee and wen them de table ar. lol. so nice!! Nordin was still betting that pn monica will cry.. lols.. nothing
happen.


2 o'clock...
Went to rehearsal... WTF... the pb woman was there. Something happen. But not gonna mention it... forget liao. The air con was on after a while. Thx God... Or else we are gonna peng one by one. =p


4 something...
Went home with two boys... swt. talk fui things in the car... ==


5.30
at doggie's house. They were singing. Dunstan.... MUAHAHA!!! doggie! play piano shuai bo!! lai, kitty hug wei! eh but ho.. ur sis more cute la~ I saw doggie d childhood photo wei!! damn cute. lols...


6 something..
arrive at li wah hotel. wtf. so many ppl there liao. And ho.. punteng the sound system was me and vivian in charge de ho. Those si beh kiampak d seh kia ho.. ngeh si stick their butt on the chair. ok lo.. treat me like that. sob. but happy liao la. Got put tiok my fav song. tee-hee.. i wanna thank seng ching, adrian, dickson, eric, jason, rong, and wen. u guys helped a lot. thx a lot!!


7 something..
ngaiti... dinner baru start nia.. swt. too late liao la.. that's y skip so many programme lo. sob sob. sorry guys... dinner start… and then the speeches… waliao~~ 4 speech I think… pn tan siang ho liao. She said she’ll keep it short and sweet. Lol. Mmg short wei! I love u pn tan~ lmao.. then is EXMO performance.. way to go!! Sat cin.. sowee.. I din video it. Sob.. regretting now… zzz see who got I wan get.. Eh eric ar. I got wuuu!!! O.. nobody follow… swt.. that ken bo!! Ish! Kick~ continue with lucky draw. MISS TAN, MISS YEO, and PN ZARINA!! I good le~ Gave those tickets number to u~ kakaka~ ngaiti.. everybody siao.. lucky draw also wuu~~ =p.. include me la. Sob. The bear.. the bear… Woon shan got it home.. sob. Den is what liao ar… forget liao.. Pn monica slide show wei!! Touching… watching it in the dark. Kakaka~ Dickson and Fong Ling singing to the song, u raise me up. dickson, not bad woi!! i fall for him liao wei!! wat the swt..
they went to bring pn monica up. and raise her hand. lol. pn monica was so happy. smiling wide... ^^ hope u had a great night. then then was... er.. erhemm.. me and dogggie sing... sob. zao sia. wtf... doggie mic got problem. sob. sob. and.. Thx a lot to Dickson. Dono where he get the what-he-call-flowerless-d-flower. lols. thx. at least got ppl support wei. thx thx~ and angelina sing. wuuuuU!!!!! so nice wei~ cool one!! love u!! =p end with the grand prize lucky draw. walao!! campaign lee!! the girl so lucky wei!!


10 something..
ending.. punteng wan doggie them perform before ending de. sob.no time liao.. sob sob.


doggie ar.. dunstan ar.. sowee wei~ u guys prepare for the singing, but in the end no time. sob. this is the last dinner liao i know. and yet... haiz.. sorry.. TT i hope everyone enjoy the dinner, performance and everything. i'm sorry for everthing.


some photos to share..

according to them... they're pointing to kendrick the UFO... ==

hoi hoi hoi.... i know it's fun up there... don fall ha!!! lols.. they were about to come down from the ladder. den i said i wan take photo ma. so they do diff pose lo. == they were actually scared to death to stand on that long thing. lols. after taking, Seng ching was like, in the photo so shuai, now ... 'mama!!!!!!' lols.. kids..

This dinner reminds me of him. He was not there. duh... Last year he was... and that was the first time i heard him talking for so long. the first time i looked at him within 2 meters. The first time he looked at me. the first time we being in a room for 3 hours ++. And those 'first time' was also the last time. After last year's dinner, i can only look at him and he never knows. Few days ago, vivian told me, eh i just realise something le. Did u know that 'he' look similar to uknow? i dono and i just smiled... was he the reason i like uknow so much. or was uknow the reason i love 'him' so much?? hmm...

roar~ i just saw.. TVXQ, SUPER JUNIOR AND SHINEE's mv on tv. A while ago. lols.... Went to my uncle's house and change to the MTV channel. Chun chun is korea and japan music ma. so i waited lo. OMFG!! They REALLY DID appear!! wakaka~~

ou god... dinner is in 3 days time.. o.O! wtf... i'm so nervous now... i'm afraid that i left out something.... den ho~ that vivian la! Said she dream bout dinner's ruin, in class... == hoi hoi hoi, don cin cai say la!! choi choi choi~ Yeah!! doggie them finally find tiok drum set liao wei!! good good! i wan see ppl perform. =p. ken ar! Kiampak la u~ don wan go! ish!!


**that bitch go find my classmate today. i feel like slapping her! Just see her face for few seconds make me feel like vomit wei!!! and... she's going to the dinner!! like, wtf! don make me canot eat wei... pls la... **

bitch!

i NEVER call ppl that. I really can't stand it anymore... F*cking bitch!! cant u just shut up for a sec? I hate it when u called out, "er, shirley ar. can i ...." Bloody hell!!! Heard from someone. She was complaining, NOT FAIR to her. WTF!! Hoi!! Did i pay u a penny to ask u do those things? I thought u are the f*ckin free one to volunteer!! I NEVER beg u to help out!! DID I?? I just wanted those whom i asked to do all the jobs. U r the one who is ruining everything do u know that!!? I didnt make a sound for that. Until today. Someone told me, "shirley, does 'erherm' has a position in lib?" i was like, duh, of cos no la!! "no le, y?" "but erherm said that erherm did help not in something wor. and said that it isn't fair to ...." WTF!!! WEI!! DO I REALLY NEED U HELP THAT MUCH?? There're so many ppl in the lib. Do i really need you to do it??

BITCH. FUCK-OFF!!!

yunho

i was thinking la... do all boys think that have the feeling "wah!! that boys so handsome wei!!", "eh, he can dance so well wei!!" , " his hair nice, i wan cut!!" and the most important one "eh, yunho is mine la!!" ==... i am recently facing some quite serious problem wei.. someone's snatching yunho from me wei!! IF la... girl still ok la wei. but now diff condition wei!! is a BOY!!! ngaiti!! hoi!! KENDRICK ar!! yunho is mine ok!! almost everybody know le.. =p tee-hee... don care~ mine mine mine!! [kendrick: MINE!!] *piak!!! [kendrick: *do that face o.O!!!]

YUNHO IS MINE~ FOREVER MINE =p

看着你和别人肩并着肩 我的心突然又有感觉
你们手牵手笑得好甜蜜 在哭泣的我应该怎么办

能不能回头多看我一眼 多看一眼我心就填满
能不能我们在回到从前 刹那看见我们的过去

诺言无法实现 不能够再给你幸福了
我的真心你根本不明白 我们是否还有机会

你的生活没有我的存在 就让我变成回忆能不能
希望回忆会永远埋在最深处
现在只能够cry for you 现在只能够missing for you
baby I love you I’m waiting for you

能不能就留在我身边 多一秒我就心满意足
是我太在乎还是放不开
好想永远不放开那双手

现在开始遗忘 我会把你全交给他
努力一天一天把你忘记 含着泪看你的背影

你的生活根本不需要我 念着你的名字变成习惯
你的影子永远会留在我心底 现在只能够cry for you
现在只能够missing for you
baby I love you I’m waiting for you

bye bye never say goodbye 一切有可能再倒退吗
I need you 好想在看看你 I want you 忘了吧还是忘了吧
你的生活没有我的存在 就让我变成回忆能不能
希望回忆会永远埋在最深处
现在只能够cry for you

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the game the player then tags
5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 1748
Name : Shirley Chai
Sisters : 00
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 5 , 6
Height : 163cm [short, i know]
Where do you live : my house la!
Favourite drinks : er......... as long as it can be digested..
Favourite breakfast : cereals~~
Have you ever been on a plane : duh.. ==
Fallen asleep in school : duh... [the quest shud go another way... ever NOT fallen asleep in sch?]
Broken someone's heart : eh eh, that person die already??
Fell off your chair : yeaps.. =p
Sat by the phone and waiting for someone to call : yeap yeap. few weeks ago, when my bro's gf said she would call if she see tvxq's disc. ^^
What is your room like : one bed, one desk, one chair, 2 cabinets, wat else ar??
What's right beside you : air ~ ~
What is the last thing you ate : er... mix mix ice cream...

Ever had ;
Chicken pox : er.. yesh
Sore throat : who doesnt??
Stitches : wat ish this??
Broken nose : nope

Do you ;
Believe in love at first sight : will never have happy ending..
Like picnics : kinda...

Who was, were the last person;you danced with : don mind me stepping on u?? lai lai~
Last made you smile : my parents...
You last yelled at : my mom, ask her to answer her phone. =0=

Today did you ;
Talk to someone you like : yeap. em... 3 or 4 lo.. ==
Kissed anyone : my bear??
Get sick : nope.. except for the sore throat
To to an ex : what is 'to to an ex??'
Miss someone : yeshh!!! yunho aka ah ho!!! lol... missing him every single minute. =p
Eat : er... let's see.. morning eat "ban mian", after that eat biscuit, then bread and just now ice cream.

Best feeling in the world : err... how do i know which one is the best??
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : duh~ my bear, my nemo~
What's under your bed : eeeeee... dono errrr~
Who do you really hate : a guy!!! no.. 2 guys..
What time is it now : 1801

5 things i was doing 10 years ago (6 years old!!)
1. Go kindergarten.
2. play like a kid ==
3. cry
4. sleep
5. jump here and there till my dad stop me

5 things on my to-do list today
1. complete my chem notes
2. start doing my add maths
3. iron my school uniform
4. finish the translate of 'bcos i'm stupid lyrics'
5. er... dono bo

5 snacks i enjoy
1. CHOCOLATE (my favourite)
2. Ice-cream
3. the keropok which i forgot the name...
4. agar agar
5. cheese cake

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire
1. first thing, buy myself an Apple or vaio laptop
2. second, buy my parents a car, house and... let them choose..
3. anycall phone.. =p
4. follow tvxq concert.. ^^ kiki..
5. hang out with my friends..

5 of my bad habits
1. popping dirty word from my mouth..
2. can't stop myself from eating
3. lazy
4. hot tempered
5. laugh macam siao..

5 places i have lived in
1. my house
2. my aunt's house
3. hotel
4. my bro's house
5. reserved.

5 people i'm tagging is
1. lil
2. laopo
3. laopo's laogong
4. ken
5. doggie

tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u tag u u u u u u u u and u u u u u u ~ == i know's it's boring...

i know it's useless regretting now

i cant keep him out of my mind

he's always in my sight

i hope he's still here

i know he's gone for sure

i love those times

when i see him stood there alone

thinking about something not related to me

but that's enough for me

how i wish life is just like a video player

when u miss something

just press the 'backward' button

it starts all over again

mine is different

what is gone is gone

and...

thank you for once been in my life

♥ i love you ♥

TSC con

TSC con in tokyo dome. They are the first korean band to perform in tokyo dome. Many bands wanted to perform in tokyo dome. let's cheer for them!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p

the blue sea project in tsc con.. freaking nice scene!!! i bet tvxq is damn touched!!

the song specially sang only in tokyo dome. arrg~~ made by jae and yuchun...

these videos are NOT by me. just watch~

party night

i was looking forward to this party woi~ and like what i expected... it was fun!! high, actually.. =p but ho... tbh la.. i spend most of my time with yee siang's bicycle wei!! long time din ride liao~ song!!! and nearly got chased by the bloody dog.... oh ya maxdy!! he was having fun riding while few of us busy video'ing. lmao.

most highlighted liao, photo with two bday girl!!!

ken, with 'that' face!!!! XD

er... ken, that face again.. *puuuuu!!!!* laugh and runaway.s gu mi!!! who is this???

ken realised something. He said our slipper looks alike. guess which leg is mine... =p

he said, 'eh, if look at leg nia la, ppl think is leng lui's leg woi!!' ==

weeee!! laopo n me!! *muaks!!

the right hand side de cute ho!!!

the 4 sing yee's... diff spelling nia wei!

i dono they hate camera THIS much wei!! sorry lo...

ken was like,'lau chai, ur tvxq waiting for u ar!!'.. i ran into the home... see tiok tvxq. sit down. no move liao... swt.. haha~ the only time we settle down... no. shud say, stick our butts on the sofa and screaming like hell!! and the reason we settle down was....... u see lo~

what the swt... everybody was screaming. including the boys. especially MAXDY! == me wee and eva cheering for yunho!! arrhh!!! first in my life time scream for artist like that... lmao. nice try wei! laopo and laopo's laogong cheer for duh-still-got-who.. yee siang cheer for, another duh... the others cheer for hero.... what the swt wei... the kepo kepo nia.. ignore them.. kolian max wei! nobody.. nvm. i did scream for him.. =p and lots of ppl eat pillow after saying , u know i know wat la~ i know ken sure a lot o ce wei~ wakaka...

lastly... maxdy riding. sowee, the video was topeng... just listen to the audio~

doggiessssss!! pupppiiieeesss!!!

i LOVE dogs. depends on what dog it is. now, let's see....

HUSKY!!! ARR!!! i love it. [uknow and micky have one... tbh, I like harang more than taepoon, though i like taepoon's owner more... >.<]

cute ho cute ho?? looks friendly le... =p

arrrgg! i like the 3rd one from the left wei!!!!

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golden retriever~ arr... i often play with my neighbour's.. lol

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finally~

maltese!!! arrrr Chang min's... lols

finally~

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labrador.. i don really like this, but my dad wan it... = =

diff interest...

end of love dog story~ XD

doggie bo

Shoot!! doggie said he don wan perform liao. sob. sob. doggie ar! u know kitty so long wan see doggie perform liao de ho.. swt. den u said u don wan go.. tut tut tut ar............ peng ... i also don wan go liao. sob.sob. doggie arrrrrrrr!!!!! doggie havent white tux ho!! ish! i wan see la!! ji hoo!!!!!! ==

1st suffering day

first conversation i had in sch this morning was,

"ngaiti! the class si beh stuff wei!!"

"ha, ya mer!?"

"ya lo!!"

that was what vivian told me. Walk up the stairs... First thing welcome me was the freaking yellowish sun!! swt.. can't even open my eyes.. Get into the class, * look at vivian * "ngaiti!!!!"

Teacher started changing place. At first I was like, WTF!! CT sit in front of me. Teacher changed him away!!! wakakaka~ but TOO near enough to hear his voice...

Thanks to the someone sitting behind us... I din even listen to a word from the teachers today.... swt.... he kacau kacau... vivian and i laugh laugh laugh. Worst part is...... The both KK is near to us. Wan stop laughing si beh kang ko!! die liao. I din do my homework for a long time liao o! today copy the a maths walao...

notice board!! i din get tiok winter corner. what the F... i wan winter la!!!! ish~ mine is summer. sob.........

taggie...

If you are tagged, answer these 14 questions.
1.Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
= =

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
mom: hoi! wake up liao la!! pull myself up... *blur blur* ha??....

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
er.... go see my photo album la!

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
lol.. u say le?

5.Will you ever donate blood?
maybe~

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yup.

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
choi choi!

8.What does your last text message say ?
"next yr also cnt le. yr bday is during exam period. lol." ^^

9.What are you thinking right now?
u know i know la~ still ned to say mer?

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
yesh! yunho!

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
ard......... 12 gua??

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
forget liao.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
duh!!

14. 10 CREATURES to do this quiz .THIS IS an ORDER !
[swt.. creatures.... so MUST put her in no. 1 lol..]
1-lil!!! [the quest said creature wei...]
2-laopo
3-laopo's laogong
4-rong
5-wen
6-wee
7-choo
8-ra
9-ken
10-doggie

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with? (laopo)
me + her laogong ++ her another laogong... XD

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female? (laopo's laogong)
laopo's laogong.. sounds like wat?

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be good? (lil n choo)
woi!! canot la! how can a tigress and a pig get together!?

18. What is no.1 studying about? (lil)
Gu jun pyo!!

19.when was the last time you chatted with them ?
some today some last night.

20. Is no. 4 single?(rong)
ya la ho?

21. Say something about no.2(laopo)
xiah...........

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?(laopo n wee)
ok wei!! = =

23. Describe no.9.(ken)
love ngiao ji'ing me ...

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?(wee n choo)
i go cheer!! lol

25. Do you like no.8?
duh....

new block

new block. stupid - bloody - freaking - baka so called NEW BLOCK. I PUI!!! got wat good. U tell me!! ok. one thing is good. N-E-W. hoi! got wat use wei!? new nia ma. i like the class i usin now le! ish! kick! i don wanna change to new block la!!! reasons are:



1. freaking hot there
2. 2/3 fans per class!! o.O
3. maybe going to change seats again!!
4. no 2 girls going to toilet n e more!!!
5. the toilet is so f*cking near!!
6. no more cantin during class time.





hoi hoi!! don tell me u still wan to use the new block o!! i kill! hmph~ ish! pengetua. dono what for they build the new block.... == ish!!!!!! pls la~ don change seat liao wei!! i love my place now. Everyday rong come to sit with us. And.. to be swt... we played truth or dare... peng~ lols. but fun la.. and one more kiampak thing is that. now then i know that vivian erherm.. erherm>>!!! den Pooii Nyao.. i call pei yong that. XD... she told us 'some' of her secret... or was that a secret?? lols... who cares. The point is I LOVE NOW!! Miss tan, i so guai~ don change liao la! pls.......... One more thing. Which worried me.... I'm so LAZY after holiday.. I haven't do any of my homeworks since after holiday.. O.O omg.. just did a bit of A maths, gave up already. Sob.. help me!

The day you left without the words of leaving
This road’s scenery and scent seems as if it was changed
The promises we exchanged because I want to be your everything
It was never kept and changes into memories

That time when you were crying alone, if I ran straight to you
Would you still have been by my side?
If I could, I want to say it one more time, that I really like you
My heart’s desire for you and my words can’t reach you anymore

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
I’m here and still here
believing that both of you will meet again

I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you

When you bring me to my mind of your back side with your hair tied
I misunderstood that person over and over again, who looked back
Everytime my phone rang I prayed that it was your name
and lived liked that each day like a wretch

I said I’d forget you but that was a lie, the truth was I simply didnt want to forget you
If behaving as if I didn’t care was me, I don’t need that anymore
A happiness that couldn’t be felt when you’re not here
No matter how I try I can’t easily stop the tears flowing

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
I’m here and still here
believing that both of you will meet again

That’s why I’m calling your name by myself
I don’t think I can accept this mournful heart
But there’s no way’s anymore besides that way

You shined even when you were just here
But those times will never come back again
Even if there is a problem, even if I lose something
I never want to forget that I loved you

I wonder where and who you are with
What clothes you are wearing, and what you would be laughing about
I’m here and still here
believing that both of you will meet again

I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you
I was thinking without change
Thinking only about you



君がさよならを告げずに 出て行ったあの日から
この街の景色や匂いが 変わった気がするよ
君のすべてになりたくて 交わした約束も
果たされないまま 思い出に変わってしまう

ひとりきりで君が泣いたあの時 すぐに飛んで行けば
今もまだ君は 僕の横にいてくれた?
できるならばもう一度言いたかった 大好きって
君への思いを溢れ出した言葉も 今は届かない

君はどこにいて 誰とどこにいて
どんな服を着て 何して笑ってるんだろう
僕はここにいて 今もここにいて
君と二人でまた会えると信じているよ

変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ

結んだ髪の後ろ姿に 君を重ねて
振り返る知らぬ誰かに 何度も勘違いした
着信があるたび 君の名前を期待したり
かっこ悪い毎日ばかり過ぎていくよ

忘れないは言って嘘で 本当は忘れたくないだけ
強がりが僕らしさならば もういらない
君がいなきゃ 何にも感じない幸せって
どう頑張ってみても零れ落ちた涙は すぐに止まらない

君はどこにいて 誰とどこにいて
どんな服を着て 何して笑ってるんだろう
僕はここにいて 今もここにいて
君と二人でまた会えると信じているよ

だから今こうして 僕はまたひとり 君の名前呼んでる
これ以上切なさを抱きしめていけるわけなどないよ
でもそれしかないんだよ

君がいるだけで 輝いて見えた
あの頃は 二度と戻ってはこないけど
何が起こっても 何を失っても
君を愛したこと 決して忘れたくない

君がどこにいて 誰とどこにいて
どんな夢を見て 何して笑っていても
ずっとここにいて 今もここにいて
君といつの日か 逢えると信じているよ

変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ
変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ




JJ: Kimi ga sayonara wo tsugezuni dete itta ano hi kara
Kono machi no keshiki ya midori ga kawatta ki ga suru yo
YH: Kimi no subete ni naritai to kawashita yakusoku mo
Hatasarenai mama omoide ni kawatte shimau

CM: Hitori kiri de kimi ga naita ano toki
Sugu ni tonde ikeba ima mo mada kimi wa boku no yoko ni ite kureta
YC: Dekiru naraba mou ichido iitakatta daisuki tte
Kimi he no omoi wo afure dashita kotoba wa mou ima wa todokana

JJ: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku o kite? Nani shite waratterun
darou?
JS: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Kawarazu omotte iru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo

YH: Musun da kami no ushirosugata ni kimi o kasanete furikaeru […] dare ka ni […]
shita
CM: Chakushin ga atta kimi no namae kitai shitari
Kakkowarui mainichi bakari sugite iku yo

JJ: Wasurerarenai […] Hontou wa wasuretakunai dake […] nai
JS: Kimi ga inakya nani ni mo kanjinai shiawase tte
Dou ganbatte mite mo koboreochita namida wa sugu ni tomaranai

YC: Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite? Donna fuku wo kite? Nani shite
waratterun darou?
JJ: Boku wa koko ni ite. Ima mo koko ni ite. Kimi to futari de mata aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: [...] Ima koushite boku wa mata hitori kiri de [...] n deru
CM: Kore ijou setsunasa wo dakishimete ikeru wake nado nai yo
Demo sore shika nai n dayo

JJ: Kimi ga iru dake de kagayaite mieta ano koro wa nido to modotte wa konai kedo
JS: Nani ga okotte mo nani wo ushinatte mo kimi wo aishita koto kesshite wasuretakunai

YC: Kimi ga doko ni ite, dare to doko ni ite, donna yume wo mite, nani shite waratteite
mo
JJ: Zutto koko ni ite, ima mo koko ni ite, kimi to itsu no hi ni ka aeru to shinjiteiru yo

YH: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
YC: Kimi dake omotteiru yo
JS: Kawarazu omotteiru yo
JJ: Kimi dake omotteiru yo

Samsung Haptic Pop SCH-W750

omg!!! this is so nice~ ddy!! i wan this!!!! omg~ i've been crazy over this phone after seeing the characters in BOF using it! omg~~~ i love the one jan di used. err.. the reddish orange with white circles one... arrr~

look simple in front ho??

but i like, how how how? =p

amigosh!!!! doggie! ji hoo ar wei!

DDY!!! I WAN THIS DESPERATELY!!!

Oricon Daily

omg... "stand by u" got into oricon daily! guess what. They're on no.2!!! omg~~ see.. i knew it!! wakaka~ i love this song so much!!

*2 東方神起 24,946

31 東方神起 (share the world)

28 東方神起 (The Secret Code)

omg...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sobbing day

WTF!!! stupid CHARLES TING!!! THINK U WHAT HA!! NOW LI HAI LIAO LA?? MOUTH SO MANY FOR WHAT?? CAN'T U JUST SHUT UR FU*KING MOUTH ONCE?!!! KEEP IT SHUT FOR A FEW SEC ALSO CANOT!! I'LL NEVER TALK TO CHARLES TING A-N-Y-M-O-R-E!! N-E-V-E-R!!

ngaiti.. today.. mmg... aduh.. start from bio la.. Ho!!! say tiok bio ba!! @#$%^&. Miss Hwong. Tiok her scold in the lab. ngaiti. dono her eyes see what bo!! i DISCUSS with zenobia ma. then she there be song liao ba!! HOI!!! still got a lot in the class, they also talk ma!! bo suu!!! hoi!! wth!! ish ish!! ok lo. after that i SO be song. Vivian was like, oi, wat happen to u? macam be song like that. (cos me too quiet is SO abnormal!!) Go lib. AISH!! that dunstan!! kacau here kacau there!! ish! shout at him gok.. then he there coi si say, ' eh, u do for so short time nia jiu stress liao mer?? ngaiti.. ' din see ppl quiet quiet like tat still come kacau kacau ba!! ISHSHHHHHH!!!after tat is miss tan be tahan liao, she said, 'eh, u did nothing but just complain tis and tat. ho? shirley.! ' LOL!!! kakaka~ miss tan THANKS!!! i nod nod nod. den wat he did, he pulled my hairband!! eh eh, i complain to miss tan, she saw everything. wakakaka~ den mood better liao~



----go back class----



do the wat dadah or watever de discussion. bloody thomson!! eh, i finish doin ur work liao, u still come nag nag nag! ok lo~ i keep. say me din listen! u think ur CHARLES TING got listen ar!! zheng how there say wat he got listen or not?? sleep there!! sleeping can listen de la!!! what he did when we give answer?? play. talk. talk CRAPS some more!! nah! like that means got listen la!! ok la. den nex time i also LISTEN lo!!! pun teng mood good good de bo! CHARLES TING beside me there, talk-talk-talk-nonstop!!! i be tahan liao. ask him keep quiet. he tua sia me ba!! ok la! lai lo! wan tua sia is it?? bully ppl. think ppl afraid of u la now! lai la. i tua sia back lo! den we keep quiet. I sit there think think think. Tears come up. wtf.... think bout wat? totally NOT lib. think bout erherm erherm.. den fu*king thomson said de tin.. family thing... sch thing... CHARLES TING!!!!!!!!!!! (ok.. me mmg like that. don let me keep quiet. everything come up le.)
bell ring liao, i went back to my place. keep quiet gok... cham! more thing come up. shit... means more tears la!! F!!


after that he still can walk here and there, talk a lot as usual. he borrowed something from vivian, she said NO. good!!! den soon leong took the curtains down and ask if anyone volunteer to wash it. -of cos nobody..- so he said he just hang it without washing nex week. we were busy taking everything down from the notice board. den i see CHARLES TING kepo kepo go throw the folded curtain on soon leong's desk. Soon leong shouted at him!!! wakakaka!!! I WAS SO HAPPY!! MUAHAHAHA~~~~~~ and plus plus. From kindy till now... i NEVER see him shout at anyone!! kakaka~~ that guy. NEVER learns his lesson. Not even after the form 1 incident... with 1A during that time. (em.. was it form 1?? i forgot liao.. )


*scrolls up* o.O er.. em.. am... tis blog.... quite.. long ho.. sowee... to release something is lyk tat lo. to me la~ lo so ho~~ hehe..