notice that i've not put title for my recent post? i have no idea what to put. XD anyway.. life post..

exam was like.. wtf. i'm dead. swear i'm going get killed by my mum early next year. TT I have no confident in any of the papers. Em.. except for language paper =p tomorrow is add maths. Planned to learn add maths today. But ended up blogging here. X.X

Had fun last night. BBQ at my cousin's place. Was kinda high in the house. wuuhuu~~ I ate damn much last night. Didn't feel full AT ALL. wootz.. Gonna lose weight after this. (though i said this for like who knows how many time and i never do it. ) lalala~ who cares anyway..

wtf. Pn tan just said that she's not in kuching on 20 MARCH 2010. She said maybe a lot parents are bringing their children for trip cos it's holiday.. hmm.. so what she mean is wan us to change date la...?? no-way~ no no no!!

had a brother to sister talk with my bro few night ago. O.o my bro is finally a MAN~ == he IS a man. Maybe i never notice. zzz he told me a lot. But that would be a secret. xD kakaka~ thx bro. I love u so much.

hmm.. craps finish... going to chiong add maths liao. Saw tiger's post just now. Wonder what happened. Anyway.. Just concentrate. Few more days left!! gambateh tiger!! HWAITING!!

love u

miss u

给过的承诺

能维持到什么时候？

我希望真的是永远

Final exam... TT TT

Physics is TOMORROW.

And i still have the time to blog now. ==

To be honest, i don really have the mood to study..

Nothing goes in when i read the notes.

Gosh.. How am i going to sit for the 3 freaking papers moro??

Somebody save pls... TT

Ohya.. never forget to mention that..

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND A BIT ABOUT PHYSICS FORM 4 CHAPTER 4...

xD

I'm so dead if there's any question related to heat.

And according to 'something' *ahem*...

I'm really going to die.

TT

Hope the papers will be fine to me moro..

God bless me.

Good luck to all~ ^^

Exam isn't everything.

Studying is something.

last night

hmm...

had fun last night.

thx to doggie for asking me to go. ^^

huggies~ doggie.

BUT.

He seems to be closer with them than with me TT

ok. yea i'm jealous... ==

He talked to them more than he did to me. ToT

ish ish ish.

But i did had fun. And i laughed my head off when my cousin's cousin talk...

lmfao.

He is really funny.

Spent my whole night with them and him. ^^

There's another gathering i guess..

Hope everything will be fine by then.

Thanks for everything

Things change from time to time. None of us have the ability to know what's gonna happen next.

Things can be so wonderful at this second but everything change at the next second. I smiled so sweetly at 2241 and everything change at 2245.

My hands are shaking like f*ck since 0917 this morning. I can't concentrate on my physics. DAMN. I've seen extraordinary quiet since last night. Yeah.. what's wrong with me? Someone asked me "where's the problem?" i can't answer. I dono where is the problem. I just feel not right. I know i'm gonna suffer 15 days later. But what he told me make this 15 days not so important anymore.

Keep quiet didn't seem to be a right choice, eh? I have no guts to start the conversation. Seems that what i'm trying to avoid is going to happen right? Those promises.. are they still gonna be true? I had grabbed my phone and started typing for a zillion times, but cleared all in the end. I'm too afraid to try. TT

Is this going to be the end of the story?? I just said "NEVER ENDING STORY" but now it seems to be just my imagination... Please... please don let this be the end....

Somehow, this is a mistake since........

Believe

Starting to believe that these are the truth.

Believe that what you said is from the bottom of your heart.

I hope the story continues.

A Never Ending Story. ^^

Even BELIEVE has a word LIE in it.

我真的爱你

远远看着 在发呆的你

好想知道 你在想什么

让我踏进 你心里看看

静静听着 你在发牢骚

手让你牵着 心甜甜的

你说想进入我的心

你说的冷笑话

我毫无反应

你说你喜欢我

我只点点头

对不起

其实 我想对你好一点

不想 太依赖你

原谅我

永远 不能说出我爱你

自私 没顾忌你

好想再听一次 我爱你

虽然知道 最后会受伤

无法控制 自己不爱你

不要欺骗我

滴血的心 不能再承受

真的好想说

请相信我 我真的爱你

I have no idea what to write. Seriously. Typing this with an empty brain. Dono what to write next.. Interested with my school life? hmm... School recently is REALLY BORED. Do same thing everyday. And i'm getting lazier and lazier. o.o But had changed a little bit since this week. I started doing my add maths exercise and realized i missed a lot. xD Still chiong'ing my add maths homework. Hope that i can finish everything by this weekend.

10 clubs dinner postponed to March. TT still long way to go. Thanks to this 10 club thingy.. 4sc1 is getting closer to each other. I enjoyed being in this class. Can i call this class a cute one? They never fail to make me laugh. I really enjoy senior year. Too bad first year of senior life is gonna end within a month. TT Time flies. Yesh. Damn it this is really true. I was like OMG I'M GETTING INTO 4SC1!!! HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE??? at early 2009. And now everything change. I hope for time to slow so that i won't miss a thing in 4sc1... I've been with them for 10 months and i felt like it's only 10 days. xD Left only another 10 or so more months le.. T^T

I really dono what to write liao... so~ buai..

I LOVE 4SC1!!!!

眼泪笑了 ^^

心碎成了沙漠

就快开凿绿洲

我没有时间不知所措

你温柔的双手

本就不属于我

又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢

再勇敢地站着

找回光和热

面对你的时候

我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折

是美的

眼泪都笑了

谁还会哭呢

来不及完美的

就唱首郦歌

想起你的时候

我不是卑微的

反而我没有遗憾

因为我已爱过你

深深的

i love this song so much.

the lyrics are so meaningful..

Tbh, i seldom really understand a song's lyric..

except for this.

I listen to every word she sang. ^^

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多

我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢

i LOVE this 2 lines~ awwwww....

两种老公 两种人生‏ A:她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。” 他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。” 她：“算了。我自己去吧。” B:他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？” 她：“去接杯水。” 他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。” 女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A:他晚上下班。给她打电话“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。” 她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？” 他：“改天吧！” 她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？ B:他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。巴西队啊！一会儿我去 看球了啊。” 她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。” 他：“怎么不高兴了？” 她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。” 他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。我陪你去吃饭。” 她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。” 他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊” 她：“没事……” 没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。我一会儿去接你。” 其实女人不是不懂事。只是。她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。其实。情侣之间。是可以互相的。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A:他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。” 她：“几点回家？” 他：“九点之前肯定回家。” 九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？” 他：“十点。肯定回家。” 十一点。十二点。一点。两点…… 后来。她不再打电话催他。因为她知道。对于不守承诺的男人。一切“肯定”都是“未必”。 B:他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。” 她：“你能那么快就结束吗？” 他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！” 快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了” 信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A:她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。 他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。 她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。 他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。 B:她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。 他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！” 她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？” 他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。我当然得独挡一面！” 女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语。哄她几句。她也许会给你一个微笑。但是实实在在的呵护。她会对你一辈子的感恩。并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 　 A:她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。 回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。 B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。 回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。 女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A:他说：“你是最好的。” 她问：“我哪好？” 他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。” 她笑了。 B:他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。” 她：“我哪好？” 他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！” 她哭了。 一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。 一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。 幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。

awww~ so sweet for the second one...

super girl

ok... i'm seriously obsessed to this song and mv...

ryeowook!!!!! weee~

liang moi~ urs ar...

he looks better with the new haircut.. ^^

yea... this is damn funny XD

oh my super girl~ o jing nai yeah baby girl~

(i like this move~~~)

aww~~ cute. XD

wuuuu!! wuuu!!!!

SUPER GIRL
SUPER JUNIOR M

The rules are:
1. You own a blog where you are going to post this to
2. You currently feel bored
3. You won't skip any question
4. You're Alive
5. You are going to send this to 5 friends to fill these up

Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:
-dizzy
-blur
-sleepy
-stomachache
-feel like watching drama

Five things you love about life:
-friends
-family
-blog
-him ^^
-I just enjoy life~

5 Famous people you'd love to meet:
- TVXQ =p (pretty greedy, I know~)
-Maksim
-Kibum
-Donghae
-Ryeowook

5 Movies you love:
-Subaru
-BOF
-black and white
-heading to the ground
-anime

5 Best Authors:
-Dan Brown
-Stephanie Meyer
-Cecelia Ahern
-me
-you

5 Favourite stuffs:
-pillow!!
-comp
-Phone
-books
-piano

5 things you hate:
-facing stranger...
-meeting
-exam
-charging my phone ==
-slow internet…

5 favourite places:
-school O.o
-my room
-book shop
-grassfield
-beach

5 girls/guys you are currently liking:
-lil
-liang moi
-laopo
-hippo
-him

5 things you wanna improve more about yourself:
-height
-attitude
-laziness
-responsibility
-speaking skill

5 Things you would take to a deserted Island:
-friends
-phone
-comp
-food
-shirt

5 Things you really want:
-unlimited spending
-travelling to anywhere i want
-a sony white earphone
-a car XD
-ipod~~~

5 Songs that make you cry the most:
-doushite…
-proud
-bolero
-bleeding love
-带我走

5 people you love the most:
-my mum
-my dad
-my bro O.o
-my future sis in law~
-him

5 impossible dreams:
-unlimited spending
-living OUTSIDE malaysia
-getting straight As without studying
-able to play any song with piano
-free everyday

5 Dreams in the future:
-Get into uni
-still keeping in touch with my friends
-earn enough money to live independently
-see snow everyday =p
-live in some country with four seasons

Now send this to 5 people:
-liang moi
-laopo
-michelle
-doggie
-anybody

THANKS to this girl and i've some sort hurt my friend. Library thingy. I was so mad when someone told me that EMILY WEE said today's pmr so, NO DUTY. I was like @#$%$#@ who the heck told u that? Some others came in late. And i spotted this so-soi-friend and started complaining. She was like, none of my business, why scold me? ok ok... i'm so so sorry... for saying whatever i that i shouln't said to u. I was so mad, and u came in... i'm really sorry...

-to: u know i know who...

I nearly slapped her when she came in and talked to me. She acted like she didn't know anything. I asked, who told u today no duty? She answered, HOW DO I KNOW? wtf. Who do u think u are talking to? I mean it when i'm serious. Don't think u are my so called friend, and u can do that to me. I pui!! I said that in meeting, respect ur ketua, including ME, my dear... So what if u see this? I DON CARE!!

Sometime, it's better to accept everything than denying it.

That's what we call FACT right??

Don't deny it, because nothing is gonna change.

Just accept it.

Though it's hard, i know.

Prefer for anything to happen....

i miss you

so much

tired of asking