sob.. UNCLE

ish..

uncle bo..

going new zealand...

sob.

can't chat wif u liao lo.

no more uncle liao la?

sob.

don u dare to complain that i post this. =p

really no idea what to write.

But i promised someone to keep my blog ALIVE. =='''

hmm...

no mood again.

as usual.

>.<

holiday is hell bored.

i have nothing to do.

except tv, comp, sleep.

these are what i did~

hummmm....

going to kl on 8th.

coming back on 16th.

den christmas... school reopen... zzz FORM 5.

wtf.

so fast.

sob.

放手， 放开所有， 彼此更自由， 放手，其实我决非爱得不够。 TT

收藏在眼眸　
常徘徊左右　
愛猜到沒有　
愉快玩笑後　
能全然退後　
你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚　
講一千句也不夠　
假使講了你聽到後　
或會走　
這種戀愛太罕有
不須真正擁有　

成全　
衷心祝福然後　
就放手

放手　
放開所有　
彼此更自由　
放手　
其實我絕非愛得不夠　
放手　
豁出所有　
還有這個好友　
已經　
已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙　
靜靜在背後　
去看守就夠　

這種感覺太親厚　
講一千句也不夠　
即使一剎有過衝動　
挽你手　
這種戀愛太罕有　
不須真正擁有　
成全　
多捨不得仍然　
是放手


放手　
放開所有　
彼此更自由　
放手　
其實我絕非愛得不夠　
放手　
豁出所有　
還有這個好友　
已經　
已經足夠

放手　
我的牽掛　
找不到盡頭　
放手　
期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許　
愛很深厚　
然而我早看得透　
放手　
至可擁有

姐姐 姐姐 姐姐

什么都是姐姐！！

你知不知道你现在跟姐姐在一起的时间比跟我在一起的还多啊？

你没心情就去找姐姐。

有什么事情，问你你说不想说。

反而去找姐姐说。

姐姐是你什么人！？

我是你什么人？！

为什么你什么都不跟我说，

就偏偏什么都告诉姐姐？！

我跟朋友聊天，

怕你不开心，减少了。

你就总是跟姐姐聊。

你是什么意思？

跟你说了，不喜欢你和她们出，

你偏偏就约姐姐出。

你到底想怎样？

以后你想怎样随便你

我不会再管你了！

i didn't lied to u

Same thing happened.

And i knew the ending...

I didn't wanted this to happen.
That's why i said "ok" the other day.

But then i feel not right.
I was asking myself.

Why did i said yes?

Why am i changing myself?

Why am i doing things that i dislike?

Sorry but i have to tell u the truth.
I didn't want u to be unhappy.

So i said ok.

That 'ok' was truly from the bottom of my heart.

I wasn't lying to u.

But I was lying to myself.

Pls don ignore me.

I'm worried.

My hands are shaking again....

I'm quiet again...

Don feel like talking to anyone except u.

Pls don treat me like tat.

I wanted u to be happy, so that i can be happy too.

Please. I'm begging u....

Miss u so much.

Felt lonely whenever we stopped chatting.

I really need u by my side.

Always with me.

Love u , miss u much..

random~

haizz..
holiday is DAMN bored.
I have nothing to do except watch tv, online, read novels....
@#$%%^%$#@

ish~
i shud be at sematan now u know?
sheeeshhh~~
oh ya~
puri!!!
i played the slide wei!!
with my cousin.
for like dono how many times. ==
I told my cousin, ppl here surely think why those 2 aunty play the slide??

my cousin was like laughing her heads off.. (so funny mer?? =p)

I wanna complain the F#$%^&G wireless there...

so freaking slow wei!!!!!!!

ish~

bo pian, nothing to do ma..

online lo.

chat with doggie some more. xD

said he was the white white thing at the beach.. zzz

erherm...

flo is coming back ...

we're hanging out moro..

hope i gonna make it..

T.T flo i miss u SOOOOO MUCH!!! muakz~ =p

damai puri

wuuupiii!!! i'm going to damai puri tomorrow. wakakaka~ tbh, i have not been there after the renovation. i have been begging my dad to bring me there since i dono when. yesh!!! i'm finally going tomorrow~ weeeee ^^ kakaka~ who wants to go?? i'll....... i'll wait for u there =p

@#$%$#@

Life isn't as easy as u think it is.
Things were running so smooth.
But in a blink of eye, Things change.
Family problem.
Someone went to Singapore for almost one month already.
A !@#$%$#@! doctor here, god damn it.
He shouldn't be a doctor.
What is a doctor who doesn't care about his patient?
What is a doctor who only cares about how much money is going into his pocket?
What is a fucking doctor who gives wrong medicine to his OWN PATIENT??!!
Tell u what. That doctor is from NORMAH HOSPITAL KUCHING.
I wonder why ppl like to go to that bloody hospital?!
What they wanted is MONEY MONEY MONEY!!

Somebody can be so WORRIED while somebody is so RELAX having fun at somewhere else.
WTF!! He is ur brother!! U r the richest among the family and yet u r so stingy!!
Gave a few penny and u r acting like u gave a lot?!! Yea. We are poor enough to send more money to him THAN YOU!! grrsss.... I heard her crying when she was talking to her siblings. I can't do anything to help. I'm blaming myself for being so selfish. I hate myself for what i had been doing all these while. I wanted to help.

Hope everything is going to be fine soon. SOON. The sooner the better. God Bless him.


Get well soon, uncle.

holiday..

haiz...

haih...

ish~

wtf. holiday is SO DAMN boring... nothing to do at home. Everyday sleep eat play sleep eat play. And what the hell, it's only 3rd day of holiday.... sheesh~ Ppl go out pakto i stick my freaking butt at home. == who to blame? different family different rules ma... rules are set to be followed.. bo pian lo~~ obey lo... TT

sematan trip ------------- canceled... TT TT waaaaaaaaa.... the only thing i was looking forward to is now CANCELED. >.<>

Christmas Coral is going to be released on the 19th right? wuuhuuu~ i wanna watch. BUT dono when... == Watched the trailer that day.. seems interesting le.. I WAN WATCH!!!! and New Moon too. Omg~ gonna release soon too.. kakaka... planning to ask my bro bring me when i go kl. hiak~ But planning only... works or not have to wait to december. TT

seriously... Holiday suckssssssssss

er.. last day in school?

MY last day in sch for 2009. Welcoming 2010 T.T Spent my before-recess time in lib. Looking at the stickers, slip kerja and BOOKS (what do u expect to see in a LIBRARY? ==). oh ya.. before i forget.... Form 4 Add Maths chapter 9. wtf. I dono ANYTHING about that bloody chapter. ToT The whatever make me dizzy dy, dx..... ish~ don care. Next year baru chiong. xD

oh yeah oh yeah~ guess what? I GOT A FREAKING A FOR PENDIDIKAN MORAL!!! aww~ finally. i got 78~ muahaha.. Improved A LOT!!!! i got 50+ last time. hiak~ my dad promised to buy me things in KL~ kakaka. But i don care bout the thingy. Most important is i got an A for moral!!! wuhuuuuuuuuuu~~~ xD

AND... good news. Miss Ting said she's gonna oversee us for next year's dinner. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~ Lil!!! We made it~ yiiiippppppppppiiiiiii~ =p

err... Leave some msg for my form 5 friends. ^^

To:

doggie!!! thanks for being my one and only doggie wei~ though sometime i really kek tiok talking with u la xD but u give good advice u know? and also one of my best guy friend le!! Happy not? don smile till saliva come out ha~

Ken, woi!! stop fui'ing wei~ and ho... don cin cai pull someone and say is my bf wei.. == slap u i tell u~ but thx for being my friend wei~ ^^

dunstan, feel something's wrong to write this... == aiya~ write lo write lo~ thx for teaching me a lot - lib thingy, life and stuff... thx to u my suan ppl skill improve liao. xD eh, i waiting for u to chia me wei! Chinese A must chia me!!

kevin, eh eh~ i think u and alan are the first 2 guys i knew in 5sc1 wei. time really flies.. knew u guys for 2 years liao wei... long time din call u gor liao.. i really treat u as bro wei~ a not very mature bro. =p

alan, A PA!!! long time din call liao. == when find me a mama wei?? i kolian le.. long time din drink milk liao u know??! starving le~ zzz seriously.. thx for being my friend wei.. appreciate it ^^

kelvin, eh~ enjoy my hiting and pinching? lalala~ don worry la. Not gonna see u soon, so u wont have chance to hit me back. hiak. arigatou gozaimasu.. ^^

wen, lol... thx for helping me and giving a lot of advice in lib. ^^ also, in suan'ing dunstan. =p

err... still got some i din mention... but i also appreciate the moments spent with u guys. ^^

A big huggie to u guys!!~

buai~ form 4...

对不起。

真的对不起。

我不是有意的。

说没事，

骗人的吧？

我真的不是故意的。

[提醒大家... 说话记得要想清楚在说出口。

不然...真的会后悔。]

grrrr

Just shut up if u DONO what to talk!!

I'm enough with these!!

I don care anymore.

Just accept what's gonna happen.

TT

nth happened... ^^

f*ck.. headache again. sheeshh~ thanks to U lo!!!

final exam is FINISH

1......

2......

3.....

wuuuupiii!!!!!

it's finally over!!!

arrrrhhh~

2 suffering weeks...

wahahaha~ no need to stick my butt on the chair for hours... reading all those they-know-me-i-dono-them books.. ==

I'm waiting for my average to drop this time. I bet my mum is gonna kill me on Jan2010.. T.T who cares~ enjoy the coming holiday first~ wakakakaka...

but... yeah.. he's gonna leave sch after this. And damn it i admit i'll miss him so much... TT And he's leaving kch SOON.... wahhhhhhhhhhhh~~~ And i only know the truth TODAY. ish. he lied to me for 2 months. grrss~ not lie maybe... =p but i'm happy.. kakaka... =)

[I GAVE IT TO HIM!!!! OMG~~ CANT BELIEVE IT MYSELF!!! OMG...]

Heavenly postman

kyaa~~ Heavenly Postman is gonna be screened on 12th NOVEMBER!!! omg!! omg!! can't wait till i watch the movie. Seriously, i'm looking forward for the kissing scene wei!! Before the yunho's drama, i was like, wtf the girl is going to kiss him! @#%$#@ But when i watched, different thing happen. I was like, awww~ they are so CUTE. xD Maybe that's why i feel the same with jj's.. kakaka

lalala~ i'm going to watch this soon!! wuuhu~~ oh ya. Did i mention that i had finished watching Subaru?? Omg!! nice one! A MUST watch!! I like the girl. What's the name again? forget... She's so pretty.. ouuuu....

12TH NOVEMBER!!!!!