时间

虽然我重视抱怨时间过得好快，

但仔细想想，

其实在我心最痛的那天到现在才过了一个月加四天。

是不是伤心的时间过得特别慢？

是不是为了让我牢牢记住所以才会过得这么慢？

每天每天都在问自己：现在到底在干嘛？为什么要这样折磨自己？这是我要的吗？我这样，到底是在惩罚自己还是他？

但是这些问题似乎没有答案。

我...这次付出的比以前多好多。

但他看得见吗？

不。他不知道。

虽然说为喜欢的人付出不算什么。

但是我累了。

不想继续了。

对不起。

我这么做，是在欺骗你，也是在欺骗自己吧？

我是在拖延时间。

伤害到你，我很对不起。

但是我真的累了。

我...很抱歉。

不能不承认....我真的好爱你。

orientation day 230110

Wooooooheeeeeeee~~ finally. Orientation is done.

Some said, ngaiti.. first time so high for 2010.

But to me is 2nd time liao.

lol. i had been HIGH yesterday.. for SHIN WOO!!! hiak

aherm. thx to hippo...

i can see someone's brother in lib. ==

swt wei. she encouraged him to join... peng.

i die liao la.

i'll be tongue tied when training the trainees den... NOOOOOOOO~

wanna upload the photos here, but due to my A Miao Laziness Disease..

I'm SO lazy to upload 5 photos at once. ==

so Pls go view my facebook. lol

and u'll be laughing ur ass off seeing those photos... zzz

one more thing.

The A Miao Laziness Disease is kinda serious.

So, pls pls pls tag urself in the photos.

=p

i'll tag some, MAYBE.

last but not least.

MIAO!!!!!

boy?

aherm.. can i shout now? I really wanted to. SERIOUSLY!!

*grabs a loudspeaker* JUNG YONG HWA IS SO GOD DAMN HOT!!! OMG...

Found quite a lot agree with me. tee-hees. In the drama 是美男啊, Shin Woo is the Shuai'est, warm'est, boyfriend type'est, sweetest, CUTEST. lol. ok. cutest might not be him. Should be Jeremy. haha. Who cares, my type is SHIN WOO Jung Yong Hwa. lalala. Don say he's not shuai in front of me, or else.... talk to the Miao Paws. Hiak.

Look at the photos and u'll know the reason i'm highing.

<3>

gosh.. i'll give up anything for that hug. TT

ouh ouh ouh... *faints.

kyah... one of my fav scene. =p

Jung Yong Hwa~~~~ <333

doggie!!!!

DOGGIE AR!!! u leaving moro right?? wait my phone go reload i sure text u. sob. Punteng din feel so sad de wei. Den yesterday Miss Chai told me "eh, Russell going overseas le u know?" Suddenly the sad feeling came. Peng. Ish. Wan chat wif u also cannot now. sob. sob. Doggie ar. Wont forget u de wei. AND u try forget kitty, see what i'll do to u!! Eh, i planned dy u know. When u come back during June, i baru wan go learn drive nia wei. But remember what u taught me, curi drive nia. But if tiok saman u pay for me ha! Doggie come back i sure go out wif u de.

Doggie, take care ya. Will miss u de. All the best there. Don forget help me spot leng zai. hehe.... HUGS~~~~~

回忆

曾经你每天陪我走的路，现在只剩下我自己独自走。

同样地方，看向同一个方向，但却少了样东西。

每天早上你等我的地方，如今少了那个人影。

习惯性的寻找，最后才发现时间拉不回来。

我经常问自己，

为什么没有早点认识你呢？

如果早知道会这样，当初是不是应该干脆不认识呢?

慢慢了解你后，发现原来我早就应该认识的。

我们原本是这么靠近的。

我们原本早就开始了。

但因为自尊心，我们却退了一步。

因为一些小误会，我们错过了彼此。

现在还不算慢吧？

我现在想跟你说清楚，但又是因为一些事情而耽误了。

我应该先说对不起的，但我说不出口。

每当我下定决心想告诉你的时候，一定会有东西阻拦。

可惜，你不可能会看到我在这里说的话。

我好想告诉你，

老公，对不起。

这几天，我不理你，我不知道要怎么跟你说。

心里好像总有不妥。

我好像变得不是从前的那个我了。

我讨厌现在的自己。

我变得好虚伪...

这不是我。

我答应你，我会变回以前的那个我。

好想你...

Oral discussion

Went to meet the other with Vivian at Saberkas. Bought my white earphone liao. FINALLY. laopo, no need kek me now. hiak.

Had lunch at Cheese and Tea. Oh ya. Thanks to Envira's parents for bringing us. And cute sister. lols. Reach there and realized they don have Wi-fi. =o= ok lo. The food there was nice!! Walk to Gingerbread House after that.

There were some Koreans there. Someone shook me and told me she heard the women spoke korean. And we PLANNED to the first sia soi thing for 2010. But, too bad. Mission failed. Lil was so disappointed. lols. And look forward for our oral. Haha. Don be surprise!!!

Photos. Lil, don kill me for uploading this. =p

All taking photo with our phones. kaka

Came back home. Viewed Fb. SHIT. Laopo, know what happen lar huh.. Surprisingly, I'm not that sad. I actually do not feel anything. Laopo, i told u i felt like crying right? But just realized that was what i usually do LAST TIME. Not now. The only thing i can confirm is that, I don really feel like chatting with him in the mean time. Zzz... Dono what happened to me. Laopo, what should i do wei?? What was ur reaction when u saw the photos? WTF!! WHY LIKE THAT?? right? My reaction when i saw was... They're so close. He put his hand on her shoulder. If last time, I will sure go... SOB!!! HE DID THAT AGAIN!!! Different feeling now.. How?? Laopo... how how how?

Study always comes first.

2010 senior year

bye bye~

huggies~~

First thing. I AM SENIOR NOW!!!! WUUUU~ I know it's a bit late.. But who cares? Anyway... Do i/we look like senior? A class of wild children are senior! Believe it or not. And soon we are going to say goodbye to each other. SOB!! noooooo!! Time flies. So ppl, appreciate last year in sch!

Hey, know something? I just realized that I fall in love with 5SC1. lols. Didnt know that our class is so cute. I enjoy time in class. erm. though i seem tired all the time. zzz.

This is our last year in secondary sch. So... Like what lil said, do all those she never did within this year. I wanna join!!! Mr Tan said that he's still not satisfied with my Add maths result. Greedy la... So i asked him, what if i fail? enough liao? He laughed and said, if u dare to do that. Ahem. Last year wei. But i wont want to fail add maths wei. zzz He knew i wont do that. Damn..

Guess what. I actually did a YUMMY cheese cake. Wee~~ my mum said it's nice. And so did my relatives. lalala~ Gonna try the Oreo Cheese Cake this weekend. tee-hees. 3 person gonna try it too. U know who u are. =)

random

finish~~~~

last outing for this holiday..

yahahaha~~ went to The spring with laopo and doggie. Doggie!!! finally make it to go out with u wei! See kitty so good~ But kolian him la wei. He sit beside me dono which sitting possible is the best. He keep changing position. And worst thing is... He watched that freaking 2 hours ++ movie before. 2nd time le. I tot he wan sleep le. Guess he din sleep la.. He bought 1 person ticket but sit 2 person's place.

ok.. One thing i wan say is.... AVATAR REALLY NICE LA!!!!! haha.. my cousin said nice, but i didn't believe at first. lols. I admit, nice!! Is a MUST watch. But TOO long la... My legs nearly went numb. =.=

When laopo go back, leave 2 of us nia. We walk walk walk. Spring so small, go where le? Ta Kiong also walk wei, swt. We went Memory lane, din see nice thing. Go urban living lo. Told him my budget, but den.. ahem... next thing no need me say liao... 3 person know nia, enough liao. Doggie! u try forget kitty, see what i give u. Oh ya, starbucks today got promotion. I drank cappucino for RM5 nia wei!!!!!! xD

Some photos to share. =) Doggie ar, din upload urs bo. cos u said don wan ma. ok lor~~

Baba & Bebe!!!

Muacks~

Doggie, will miss u de. Huggies~