bullshits

u ask for something repeatedly and there's NO answer.
that's so called FRIENDS.

u wanted something and in the end it didn't get to u.
that's so called FRIENDS.

u needed help and everybody turn their back to u.
that's so called FRIENDS.

your name was forgotten but when they need help, they'll remember your name.
that's so called FRIENDS.

they treat u this way but when u do the same to them, they say u're rude.
that's so called FRIENDS.

when you're mad, they don't even know that they are the one who's wrong.
that's so called FRIENDS.

blaming on others.
that's so called FRIENDS.


i'm starting to believe something.
there was once, someone told me this, "there's no what you call FRIENDS in this world. they just don exist."

everyone wanted a so called friend just to not be lonely.
everyone wanted a so called friend just so that there's someone to be USED when they have problem.

aishhhh!!! recently, i have this feeling that everything i do is NOT right. Everything i done was against what others wanted. =( And this makes me miss him FREAKING MUCH!!! wtf. whenever i come to problems, he used to be the one who calmed me down and let me talked everything out. But now. ok stop. enough.

So, wtf. I'm going to do even one more thing just to satisfy others. That's me. I live for myself. Not u! Ask me do something, i do. Don't like it. Fuck off. Oh ya, or u MAY try it yourself. =) I'll have my thumbs up for u if u can do it better than me.

Form 5, my last year. I intend to try everything. Including gantung. So don't try me. ^^

ok.. next. Leo Anniversary Dinner. =) Lian, u can do it!! All the best. We'll be supporting u! A HUG from 10 clubs presidents. =] and thx LAOPO wei! thx for lending me the jacket wei. Xoxo

wulala, see my nails in blue?

love it or catch me. <3

driving. whee~

DRIVE. this word is gonna be used on me after June holiday. xD I wanted to drive so desperately. Bet everyone do too. =)

But the funny thing is that. I really SUCK at playing driving games. Even my little cousin can control it well. Whenever i play that freaking game with HER, she's always the one who won in the end. kek tiok. and oh, did i mention? she's only 9. which is... 8 years younger than me? wtf.

And another cousin of mine, can play that game a lot better than me too. so there was this time that she asked me.

"eh, when u can drive ah?"

"er.. after first Mock exam i guess... oh wait. which means i can bring u out liao!!"

"....."

"what?"

"tbh, i won't dare to sit beside you.... =p"

"why?"

"still remember how u crash into other cars in the game?"

what the heck. ok. suak. next time don ask me drive her out. hmph. but honestly lar... I REALLY WANT TO DRIVE ASAP WEI!!!!!

humm..

Ahhhh....

Luuuu....

Laaaa....

Looooo...

Oh......

Hell. I'm so bored now. I should be studying now. I promised myself to study everyday. But then i can't concentrate when i took out the bloody books. TT

First, I copied the add maths note i missed on friday. XD we skipped add maths to ponteng support Matthew. =) And i fall asleep!! wtf. I CAN EVEN FALL ASLEEP WHEN I COPIED SOMETHING. damn.

Second, completed the english essay. SLEPT AGAIN!!! @#$%#$@#

Third.. flipped through the biology notes. *yawns*

Lastly, blogging here. TnT

damn... i can't continue being like this.

recall

9 April 2010

Sport's Day of SMK Sungai Maong. Went to school at ard 6.20am. But only departed from school at 6.45am. My members were there when we reached there. And i was like, WOI WHY THE HELL IS PBSM BESIDE US? we're gonna fight xD ok. nvm, as long as we can finish selling our goodies. =)

Mdm Pearl was our first customer. THANKS A LOT!! And then came another teacher. She bought some from us and PBSM too. She probably thought that PBSM and us were combined. LOL. we can still co-operate with PBSM. wootz.

Lunch break. We planned to go out for lunch. So mostly from 5sc1 get out and tried to escaped. We split into two groups. And that's how we got out. In the end, Leong, Charles, Angelina (who surprised me, is a guai guai girl, followed us breaking the rules!!), Hui Cheng, Kuan Ming and me went to After Three. And the others went to Hock Lee.

That day was really enjoying. Fun. Exhausting. Memorable. =) my second and last attended Sport's Day as a Sungai Maong student. Sold the food. And threw away from of the food. What a waste. We have no choice...

I want to thank Seng Ching, Yik Heng, Angelina and Hui Cheng for helping out. And thanks a lot to Charles, and Envira for volunteering to help at the stall. And thanks to Leong and Zheng How for shooo'ing away my customers. xD

10 April 2010

Followed my cousin back after piano lesson as my parents were still at stutong or somewhere. Went to Four Points with her. And had LUNCH there. It was really...... omg... no words can describe it. Just look at the photos below.

the fruits

the sweets

view of the eatery

omg. there were plenty of cheese cakes there. eat as much as u can. =)

candid. =)

kyah~~ tasty moment there. xD and the hotel room was... fantastic!

My cousin suggested to go to the Fun Fair at MJC. So i went to have dinner at her place and went to the fun fair with Patrick and his brothers. WOOOHOOOO~ Cousin rules!!! =p ok i have to admit that there weren't a lot to play there. I enjoyed the whatever swung us round round thingy... though i was nearly threw out of the seat. and OUCH. My bones hurt. =(

The roller coaster was SCARY. scary as in it shakes a lot!!! I thought it goes for 2 rounds only. Who knows it still continue after the 2nd round. My cousin and i shouted at the same time, "wtf!! i thought it's only 2 round... SHOOT!!" Was still ok when we came down from the roller coaster. But NOT after the last thing we played.

oh did i mentioned i met Tracy and Joanne there? Luckily they were there. So we can play together. xD The last thing we played, i dono what's the name of that bloody thing. Made my feel like throwing up. awww...

ok. the money we spent that night, i think.. wasn't worth it. =( I spent 20 altogether. TT and make me sick some more. grrrrrrrrrs.

11 April 2010

The Physics and Chemistry Seminar held out by Mr Lee from Sri Sarjana. Went there and met Patrick there. Was a full of laughness seminar. Lol. Besides learning physics, i learnt other thing from Mr Lee . =p

Mr Jong's was pretty good too. But i nearly fallen asleep. Ahem.

14 April 2010

hiak. i'm planning for a surprise for this coming week. wulala~ not going to tell what is it. Since this is the last year for us, so i planned to let ahem have a memorable day. =) Looking forward to it...

FUCK that stupid woman.

say me haolian nvm still say "get out la."

@#$%$#@.

it's not like you're teaching or something that i can't go out earlier.

i never ask for ur permission to go when u're teaching.

today. diff case so i go out earlier lo.

sheesh. tiok suan'ed for no reason.

i hope someone will do the same thing to your CHILDREN someday. =)

wait and FEEL.

foody goody on sport's day =)

lelong lelong. lelong library club. opps. sorry. wrong line.

lelong lelong. lelong lib club president!! yeeks. wrong again.

lelong lelong. lelong foods!!!! someone had been wanting me to post bout this desperately. refer to the chatbox if u want to know who is him... xD

1. chai kueh ( 3 flavours)
2. muffin
3. sandwich
4. snacks (wooooo~)
5. pearl drinks

habis cerita. that's all. =) pls support lib club!!! i'll love u (______________________________________________________________) this much if u buy from us. lelong lelong.

we will still be friends forever

sharing this song because i feel like crying my lungs out whenever i listen to this song after Hope and Ze's presentation in class. TnT

when they play this song after their presentation, the whole class sang along. TT that was when i felt tears in my eyes.

7 more months, we're going to sit for the bloody SPM and after that we're free? i PUI! have to continue for like 4 years (if i'm going to take that course..... wooo..) back to the topic. after 7 months, we're gonna be apart. u here me there. NOO!

meaning,

i'm not going to wake up at 6.

i'm not going to see all those faces in 5sc1.

i'm not going to eat in class with lian, liang moi and hippo.

i'm not going to talk crap with lian, liang moi and hippo =(

i'm not going out from class 5 mins earlier everyday.

i'm not going pinch Seng Ching, Eric and Dickson.

i'm not going to buy canteen food though it sucks (hey, kari mee not bad...).

i'm not going to sleep in class.

i'm not going to do homework in physics lab.

i'm not going to do a lot of thing i can do in sch now. TT

if any teacher see this, i'm so dead. =)

enjoy.