"long"distance drive

This was the first time i drove from town to house. Ok. conclusion.. WTF.

Carpenter Street to Home

getting out of the parking, took me like... few minutes.. and u know, carpenter street is narrow.. cars on both side. My heart was thumping like hell, with my dad beside and mum nagging behind. I HATE IT. There was this stupid driver, wanna reverse into the parking space, i saw it. I SWEAR I SAW IT!!! and i was slowing down... My dad shouted at me, WHERE IS YOUR BRAKE!!!? Eh, the car slowed down ALREADY!!

ok.. into the main road. Cars. FREAKING CARS!! well, i think i have car phobia now. == I kinda squeezed into other ppl's road. yeah. u know i know what happen. THUNDER STORM IN THE CAR. My mum screaming at the back, and my dad shouting beside me.

My mum started the half and hour nag. zzz. I WAS DRIVING AND SHE WAS SO NOISY AT THE BACK!! how can i concentrate driving!? She was like, i didn't know why on earth i paid 1000+ for u to learn this shit. blah blah and blah. Dad was like, saya geramnya!!! i think i have to drink cold water to soothe my nerve...

screw it. i hate driving now. i have car phobia now. congratulations mum and dad. ur daughter isn't going to touch your car no more.

dangerous experience.

SPM 1

First Day

Smooth.

Second Day

smooth.

Third day.

SHIT.

yesh shit. all almost all form 5 curse sejarah. go ahead and curse. this is the last time we're gonna see that freaking subject. I really am going to burn that fucking book! At least one. i swear. Burn and step on it. Tear it into pieces.

First thing when i did when the exam started was, flipped to the essay part. Oh f*ck. I only knew how to do two. == ok. Now bahagian A. First page. MATI. DIE!! Tamadun mesopotamia and mesir purba. SHIT. Sungai some more. Liaw! Second page. Wooo! Islam. muahaha. Third and fourth. Screw it.

People screamed like mad after the paper. So, even if u think that the paper is a piece of CAKE, shut up so that ppl will not hold a knife and wait outside your house.

6 more to go.

God Bless Me.

oh my oh my.

Oh dear... i had a dream last night. I was a scary one. The more i think about it. The scarier it is.

So, about the dream. I was packing to go to KL. The worst thing is, I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO STUDY THERE. wtf. yesh. WTF! I might be a bad sign. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! And and and. Oh the way to the airport, i asked my dad , 'dy ar... how am i going to sit for SPM when i'm at KL le?' HOI!! i'm not even gonna attend SPM oi!! TT

Yeah right. This is so NOT good. Slap me HARD! sob. This is not gonna happen to me. never! God Bless me.

good luck everyone.

Strive for it.

To do list

I've planned an after spm to do list ;) Maybe i shall feel guilty like Lilian.. But i DO NOT have that guilt. Not a bit. =)

To do list :

1. Online until i'm sick of it.
2. Watch ALL SS501 videos, dramas, shows... ALL. yesh all.
3. Sleep as late as possible.
4. Get out of the house (I don't know why but i don't feel like staying at home recently.. maybe it's just an excuse for me not to study)
5. Stay overnight OUTSIDE.
6. K-box and MBO. (It's a promise to my cousin.)
7. Watch at least ONE ghost movie.
8. Throw all my books. (okay maybe SOME.)
9. Read angmo books. I miss those time i can actually find one book within one day.
10. Drive like i never did. well, depends on my dad.
11. Celebrate with my friends. =)
12. Buy myself a thing. A small something.
13. plan KL schedule. wahahahaha.
14. watch angmo series.

looking forward to 8th December

hope this helps

BM
Paper 1
-kepentingan disiplin kepada pelajar/ peranan ibu bapa
-gaya hidup yang sihat
-teknologi maklumat/internet
-pengangkutan awam
-membaca (cara menggalakkan)
-patriorisme/perpaduan kaum
-pelancongan
-1 malaysia
-makanan ringan/segera (punca langkah)
-hubungan kasih saying (peranan ibu bapa)
-teknologi maklumat/ Internet ( peranan ibu bapa)
-pengangkutan awam (langkah memperkasakan/ kepentingan)
-penyakit berjangkit
-pelaburan asing (kebaikan)
-kerjasama antara Negara
-kemelesetan ekonomi (kesan, usaha)
-bencana alam (tanah runtuh)

-penderaan kanak kanak (peranan ibu bapa)

Paper 2
Komsas
-Lambai Malam Hijau
-Annyss
-Serunai Malam
-Hang Jebat & Hang Tuah
-Bayan
-Sabor
-Di Ruang Gemanya
-Syair Kelebihan Ilmu
-Jalan-jalan raya kotaku

Tatabahasa
-aspek morfologi, sintaksis(don't ask me what is this. i forgot)
-cakap ajuk cakap pindah
-gabungan & cerakin ayat

Novel
-nilai (pengorbanan, tolong menolong, tanggungjawab)
-teknik plot (saspens, imbas kembali, monolog dalaman)
-teguran pengarang/kritikan
-Watak sampingan
-latar tempat

ENGLISH

Section A

formal/informal/speech

Section B

advantage/disadvantage of computer

describe a scene

story

parents/money

students should allow to work?

Section D

road not taken, sonnet 18

drover's wife, looking for rain god

character, do you like the story?

Physic
Paper 2
-micrometer, vernier
-ticker tape, balanced force
-Pascal, Bernoulli (Burnsen Burner, Racing car)
-thermal equilibrium
-total internal reflection
-lens, application of lens (concave mirror) (microscope, camera, projector)
-electricity & resistivity
-electrical power & usage of electricity
-Faraday & lenz law
-electromagnetism (strength of magnet n current, uses of electromagnet/solenoid/induction), motion
-CRO, transistor (calculation, graph)
-half life, nuclear energy, Geiger muller, radioactive characteristic, decay, uses in agriculture,

industries, nuclear fission)
-rocket
-electromagnetic spectrum

-force and motion (inertia, elasticity, lift)

-force and pressure (density, bourdon gauge)

-wave (type of waves/barton’s pendulum, diffraction/refraction/reflection of waves, young double

slit)

-electricity (ohm law/resistant n thickness/type of materials, emf n voltage, power/voltage/current)

-electronic (CRO, diodes, rectification, transistor)

Paper 3
-ticker tape
-Emf
-Archimedes', lens, gas law
-interference of sound and light

Chemistry
Paper 2
-Atomic structure (empirical formula), melting and boiling naphthalene (apparatus, structure of solid, liquid, gas, why temp constant?)

-chemical formula equation (CuO MgO- apparatus, preacaution, observation, calculation, equation)

-Periodic table G1, G17, P3 (physical, chemical properties, transition metal – 4 characteristic, across period)

-Ionic & Covalent bond (how happen? Draw electronic structure, diff in physical properties)

-Acid and base (definition, preparation of standard solution, acid in water, org solvent) (titration – apparatus, indicator colour change, calculation)

-Salt preparation & qualitative analyst (Lead, Zinc) (prepare soluble, insoluble salt = experiment)

-Contact & harber process (eq, catalyst, temp, pressure) (use of H2SO4, NH3)

-Carbon compound (alcohol) (isomerism, naming, eq, condition, apparatus reflux)

-U-tube, Rusting n prevent, halide displacement,

-Heat of combustion, neutralisation (eq, calculation, apparatus, precaution, energy profile)

-Soap & detergent(hard water vs soft water, cleansing effect), medicine

-electrolysis (3 factors, 3 application, eq, obs, anode, cathode, salt bridge, porous pot)

-Alloy (purpose, component, experiment test hardness, glass, polymer, ceramic – functions)

-ROR (collision theory, factors - concentration and temperature, apparatus, water displacement method, calculation….)

Paper 3
-Rusting
-G1
-rate of reaction (concentration)
-variation (barium...)
-electrochemical cell, electrolysis

-alloy

This are what i've compared and combined. Hope it helps. ;) those highlighted are those i think have HIGH POSSIBILITY of coming out. Just my prediction and some informations from other sources. Btw, i think you guys have seen LOTS and LOTS of sejarah tips, so it's not really neccessary for me post it again since it's not much different. =) enjoy. Good luck guys!

Not the right time

Hey! I know i shouldn't be here now. I should be squeezing myself into the books. But what to do? That's not the right time. Lilian said i found my SPM mood. Yea. i found it. But i forgot to tell you, it's the OMG-SPM-IS-GONNA-BE-OVER-SOON-MOOD! I'm sorry to disappoint you ;)

I told my dad. What he said was, so is that good news or what? lol. I love my dad sometimes. I mean i love him always, just sometimes his response make me... speechless.

So, back to driving. I drove back again. Oh.. thanks to my driving instructor, I HAVEN'T GET MY DRIVING LICENSE TILL NOW! So that's mean, i still can't drive on BIG ROAD >< *tut* (censored..) On the way from my grandma's place, i asked my dad to pull over at 100 Discount Store, and i drove back. WOoohooo sui! My mum was sitting at the passenger's seat. It should be just my dad switch with me, but instead, my mum get down the car and sit at the back. Obviously, she's too afraid to.. you know.. to sit beside me. Yeah that's my mum. -.-

Haha, few days ago, there was a TINY accident. emm, not the langgar type accident, but the FLY OUT to other ppl's road accident. That's really minor right? I mean, i didn't step HARD on the brake. I thought i was slow enough to turn, who knows the MOMENTUM of my car.. was too large and so you know i know lo. Ok, my dad was like... pale when we reached home. lalala.

BUT!! He praised me today. He said i IMPROVE. oh dad i love you more. *squeezes*

It's time to get my ass to my study table. =(

End of Form 5?

Yesterday, was actually the last day of school.

Khai said, today is our last day being student, after this we're gonna be exam student. Which, makes a sad. Yeah. 2 years of form 5 life has come to an end. Umm.. i know we can still see each other for one month. But, this sad feeling just came.

Today, thanks to someone i have to go to the prize giving ceremony. ahem. It was quite fun actually... I had fun. Maybe i wanted to enjoy the day having fun with you guys? We joked, we played, we laughed like there's no tomorrow. Haha. Being senior and especially it's the last day of school, when the discipline teacher cannot do anything to you, you can just do anything without thinking about the consequences. xD This is bad i know.

When our school song was played, i actually sang from the beginning to the end. =) Thinking that it's the last time i was gonna sing that song, i suddenly realized that our school song is so nice. haha. Yeap, not kidding. It's really nice.

I'm so gonna miss 5sc1. No, i started missing you guys since the day i skipped class. *sigh*

10 days till the BIG DAY.

driving test

waaaaaaaaaaaaaahoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

u should get what i mean already. =)

UNUSUALLY, i didn't feel nervous AT ALL in the morning. =) proud of myself. I was in the 5th session. yes. what the fuck. =X The waiting moment was hell long.

So it went like that. Jane called me suddenly and asked me to turn. Saw her and we sat together. hmm... She was in 1st session. So, buh bye. I was alone again. aww.. Around 11 something, we were called to walk down. My heart started to pump faster. Just slightly faster.

Get in the car, uphill. Sui! wahahaha. Parking and 3 pointer. perfect. OMG! I did it!? Went back to the waiting hall. My driving instructor came.

Him: how was it? Sui ar?

Me: hehe... (with an apology look)

Him: hehe...

Me: hehehehehe...

Him: I don't want talk to u liao. (walk away)

Me: wakakakaka.

Lol. He knew i would pass. Bahahahahaha!! So out to the road. Mr JPJ stepped on the brake twice. TWICE. ok. It was my fault. I didn't saw the car coming. XD After that everything was quite smooth. When i parked at the parking lot, The JPJ asked me.

Him: U think u ok ka?

Me: umm. ok la...

Him: What makes u think that u're ok?

Me: .... (thunder storm above me..)

I was like. OMG DON TELL ME I FREAKING FAIL THIS PART PLEASE!!!!!! He gave me the form. I gave it to the pak cik and i asked. pass ka? PASS la! =o= Just tell me i pass won't hurt u right?

My driving instructor came and i gave him 'that' face again. He was used to it and he just ignored me. bleh. He said he was gonna brush my mouth with chilli if i fail. Jane reminded me, why dont u brush his IF u pass? muahahahaha.

Anyway. Yesh. i still passed! Muahahaha. I'm officially allowed to drive. Ah. no. Not until i get my license. So, drivers on the road. When u see QKC 828 Honda Accord and QCB1124 Kerani, please be aware. =)

Who's gonna be my first passenger? ;)

stressed out

=(

yeah. my face proved that i have something to do with my title today. =)

i hate u, pimple.

okay. I feel like a grown up recently. Yesh. I mean, i no longer feel like a kid being over-protected by my parents.

First, because of someone's getting married, i have to decide my after-spm-path asap. My mum asked me whether to study here in kuching or kl. I told her to study here in kuching is impossible. I thought she would go for an hour lecture after that, but she just said ok lo. O.o Surprised me. hmm. Maybe she just didn't want me to be regret or something.

Second, ENVIRA LEE and LILIAN LAU suggested to go Damai Puri for celebration and count down after spm. I straight away told them i'm not gonna join because i knew my parents too well. Their answer would be the same, NO. But, it's another surprise to me.

During dinner last night, i asked, "hey dad, my friend asked if i could join them at damai after spm." With not much hope i continue eating.

He answered "As long as u don't go to the beach."

No joking. My eyes were wide open. What did he say? That's another way to say YES.

Uh huh. I'm stressed. Like any other form 5 students, to decide their future road. I, too have to do the same thing. Seriously, i think i'll probably go to Sunway for A-level. (lilian lau don smile) Or maybe Help? Last one shall be Form 6. =( i don't want. Like what Envira wrote on her blog, I DON'T WANT TO WEAR THE SAME OLD UNIFORM FOR FORM 6. NO WAY.

i'm not ready.