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This morning, Shawnne walked into library with this so pissed off face. Knew what happened after that. T.T Aww.. Kesian her la... *pat pat* Then came Angela, with another pissed off face. *pat pat* smile girls. =)

And ou ya.. HE walked in with the super blur face. Then what face i had when i stepped into library? He was behind us. He came and asked if i wanna join them for breakfast. I shouldn't go with them. >< Okay whatever. Serene is such a nice girl!! =)))

He said he wanna go lunch with us.. But in the end his family went to our school so we went without him. Today was like girls' day. Without boy/s. (although David is the only one who's often with us. xD ) Ahaha..

I don't know why when it comes to other ppl's sweet stories, i become so high that i scream from time to time WHICH nearly drove Shawnne crazy. X) Library as usual. ANGRY BIRD!! He came and sat beside me. He said i fail in playing the game. Yea i failed. T.T He played for me again. =)

Things happened in library. He asked for massage. I.n.t.h.e.l.i.b.r.a.r.y. *facepalm* I listened to the songs in his Ipod. I poked him and wanted to ask him something-i-forgot-what. He turned around and was SO NEAR TO ME!!!! I was frozen.

Maths was boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. Exercise exercise and still.. exercise. =..= I dozed off. As usual. *grin*

Our class ended earlier as MOST of us were in holiday mood already (except me... ). Went to the library again with Angela. He was there. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeehs. He came and chat with us. It was seriously freezing like hell in there. Or was it me the only felt cold? I put my hands on his shoulder. Ahh.. warmmmm!

Angela went back at 5.30pm. My dad suddenly called and said he had to fetch me later. Fine. =..= Continue reading the novel Angela lend me. Reading that book with him whispering " ngehehehehe... i wanna play a game.." It was kinda creepy. He. massage. me. lalala. =)

Change location to the lounge because Ms Adeline said the library was gonna close. Oh well... He did the wood stacking thingy but failed!! a.ha.ha.ha! Ms Adelina came in and said school is gonna close around 6.30pm. O.O Called my parents and they said they can't make it to my school within half and hour. Shiat. He said he gonna bring me home.

I managed to poke him! ahahahaha!! More than twice. AHAHAHA. *cough* He tried to poke me but he can't. xD He pinched my nose. o.o? It was so funny in the car. In front of the traffic light. =)

I told myself. This is it. That's enough. It's time to start thinking of ... giving up...?

Angry bird and Icecream

I drove to school today. xD ngehehehehehe. And guess what, when i was parking, i saw his car from the side mirror. X) We walked to the library together.

I called my dad and he asked me who i called. *cough* Shawnne left me at the sofa (thx to someone..). I tried to sleep but that someone was sitting beside me and the sofa was kinda shaky O.o.. Okay i give up. Go to Shawnne. AIKS!! ANGRY BIRD!! I have no idea why the hell am i this addicted to Angry Bird lately... He came and helped me in the game. ngehehehe.

He poke me again. Twice. 

I POKED BACK!!! xD

I stayed back today. Don't feel like going home. -____- But nuuuuuuuuuhhh.. There's nothing to eat in the bistro. Okay fine. Had Yeo's Soya Bean as lunch with David =). 

Went to the library after that. He was there. Read through DNA. @@ hoi.. I was thinking of going for Biotech.. But now, no thanks. >< He sat beside me and chat for a while after he finished studying. He pinched me. My face. 

Went to the lounge but he suddenly disappeared. T.T He asked if we should go Sunny Hill for ice cream. WOOOTZ!! ice cream!! In the car, we chat a lot. >< Which makes me feel like giving up. T.T 

continue?

=..=

I ACCIDENTALLY deleted my messages last night. But today, my phone PURPOSELY deleted my messages. =..= wtf much? Not gonna talk more on this, makes me heartbreak.

He didn't went to school today. D: Oh well, spent the whole morning chatting with Shawnne and David. Group study. haiz.. *shake head* ... But we did study!! for half and hour. xD Sharing is caring. But don't worry, Shawnne, my lips are sealed. (i know u're reading this...) =)

Hugs because i said i'm cold. He's a werewolf. Heater. Jacket. Warm shoulder. And everything he said today made me laugh. (When did he fail to do that? =..=) Oh right. 

City Hunter!!!!! O M Geeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Lee Minho!! He ish so tall. Park Min Young seems tiny standing beside him. awww! But someone said he's taller than Lee Minho. *cough* Yeah he's tall. SUPER tall. T.T AND HOI!!! HE WATCHED CITY HUNTER! GOSH. He even finished watching ep2 before me. -___-

City Hunter go!

Gooooooooooo!!

heeeeeeeeeeeeeehs

I was so sad last night. Can't even sleep well. =..= 

The text he sent me early morning proved me thinking too much again. Okay... 

When i reached lobby, he was there! We chat for a while. And i said i wanna go to the library. At the stairway, i was thinking of texting him and HE TEXTED ME!!! ngehehehee. xD He came to the library. *grin* 

DAMN IT!! I DELETED ALL MY MESSAGES T.T 

In the library.................................... SKIP. xD I gonna remember what happened in the e-learning source room. *wink* 

Moral studies was boring. No doubt. 

And our lecturer ended the class at 3.30 again. HOI!! U expect everybody to drive to school is it!? ish. People go home, but i have to stay back. T.T And my LOVELY classmates thought i was going to library for other purpose. ToT. 

He came back to school at around 4..? to. accompany. me. =) But i fall asleep while waiting for him. He poked on my head, i think.. when he arrived and i woke up in a totally blur condition. @@

We went to student lounge after that. We chat. And yer!! i saw his dog!! I LOVE IT. T.T I wan one too. >< Dogs are meant to be cute. T^T But daddy wont let me get one. D:

He poked me again. -..- HOI I JUMPED!! *facepalm* And he drew something in my notebook. wahahahaha. *cough* And and and! Something happened that make me wouldn't forget today for my whole life. ngehehehe. My mouth is ZIPPED. I'm not telling you! xP

Today is seriously driving me crazy. D: HTC phones are rubbish. (forget about the phone i said i want to buy a few days ago.) 

"Internal storage blah blah.. please clear blah blah.." 

*press here and there, put phone aside* 

Wait, what did i hit just now? a blur image *clear sms/mms*.

WHAT THE ****. 

Okay fine. I'm emo now. D: My messages.... My birthday wishes. My important messages!!!! ish! I feel like punching something now. **** ***** T^T

fuck my life

Seriously fuck my life!! I hate this!! Why do this kind of shit ALWAYS happen to me!? What the hell did i do wrong to deserve this!? 


I hate this! I FUCKING HATE THIS THING!!! WHY CAN'T EVERYTHING BE IN IT'S PERFECT WAY INSTEAD OF BOTHERING ME THIS MUCH!!!


I freaking know your not in the mood but can you at least tell me what happen to you? I AM GOD DAMN WORRIED ABOUT YOU DO YOU KNOW THAT!!!!!!!!!!


Stop doing that to yourself as if it's your fault. It doesn't help and you're hurting yourself stupid guy!! 


You made me cry. YOU DID IT!! T.T

HOLY SHIT THIS SUCKS!!

upset

Out of nowhere, this "upset" thingy came to me this morning. I can't concentrate on both biology and chemistry class. Luckily there's no maths class today. =..= So basically i'm totally blur about what was taught today. I have no idea what happened. Might be because of ahummmmm! Or maybe that's just part of it. I. Don't. Know. ><

After class, Shawnne was also moody. T.T Poor girl. It's just a misunderstand. Chill girl.. =)

David told us something that cracked us up.

David : Guess what was my dream about last night.
Me : ngaiti, mine was nightmare!!
David : Listen to me first la.
Us : ok ok.
David : I dreamt, i can't stop pee-ing.
Us : WHAT THE HELL!!!! *roflmao*....
David : A guy came in and pee with me. He's done but i was still pee-ing.
Us : ahahahahahaha!

Imagine u REALLY can't stop pee-ing. Oh God.


And hey, after using HTC for months, i'm changing my mind. I like HTC liao. >< This is ridiculous but i seriously love the following phone!!

Ta-daa!! HTC Desire. Might be Hitz.fm's fault for mentioning HTC Desire like thrice a day? Screw that. I'm really in love with HTC. Die me.....

Please don't do that to me. 

hoodie and songs

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODIE!!!

He wore hoodie today! OMGEEEEE!!! I really can't resist guys wearing that. x) I think i mentioned before right..

Guys..

1. in sweater/ jacket/ hoodie

2. wearing headphones/ earphones.

3. in white tux. oh god. 

4. wearing pink/ purple shirt.

5. who love their mum and sisters.

ARE HOT!!

Don't try to be sarcastic by saying what if it's an old or fat man or whatever stupid things. 

He fulfilled 2. No wait. 3! Uhm.. I think so. Okay whatever. HOODIE!!! yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. xD

He saved me songs this morning and i'm listening to it now. =) heeeeeeeehs. Talking about my "heeeeehs", he's copying my style. xD

Anyway, had our lunch at Secret Recipe. AIIIISEH! The spaghetti. Yummm. We gave up cheese cake because we were too full already. Next time! Ngeheheehe and after lunch i met him at the library. =)

And something is making me happy. He was kinda nervous when he misunderstood that i gonna leave UCSI. lalala. xD

hot chocolate. =)

group study

Lol the conversation with him this morning is really funny. Ngehehehehe. When is your conversation with him NOT funny? =..= Okay fine.

I think i miss my parents too much that i lose my appetite. xD craps.

Oh well, i reached school at around 8.30am? I saw Shawnne's head in the discussion room. David, Sze and Angela came after that. And then, HE came. ahahahahaha. *cough*

I tried my best to do the chemistry exercise and did it. Ngehehehehe. So proud of myself. I cannot fail chemistry. Hell no! U wan me fail biology okay la. But NOT CHEMISTRY. And then i did the exercise in the reference book. I can't do. T.T

I asked if David can bring me home and he said okay. And he said he had to leave earlier as his sister has to use the car. I told him that i gonna follow David and he offered to bring me home. I WAS SO DAMN PAISE >< Okay anyway. In the end, i was SUPPOSED to follow David but ended up HE bring me home.

He listened to Della's song. Omg and it's my favourite song!! Ahuhuhuhuhuhu. *cough* In the car, s-k-i-p. xD Ou ou ou! He asked if i'm cold. awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Okay s-k-i-p.

He said he gonna charge me. So bad! Nah, he was just kidding. I asked him to drive slower when he's alone. And he said sorry ><. SHOO cute!

Anyway, he's gonna leave on August or September this year no matter what D": So i think our bonds now should be deep enough already. He looks at me whenever i walk pass him. He says hi first. He texts me every morning. He's so nice to me. That's enough. I'm satisfied. =)

Thank God for everything. =)

When u likes someone, 

u shouldn't stop him from doing things that he wants. 

500 post on 18

This morning, it's really morning. At around 12 am, a weird number called. And i answered.

Him: hello hello hello hello hello..
Me: hello? who is this?
Him: You don't know who am i?
Me: Er... ya?
Him: Ur fren who went overseas. U really don't remember!?

Me: *think think think* OU RUSSELL !!!!!!! omg!!

I was so touched! It was already 2 or 3 at Australia. T^T. And and and Prit kiasu.. He called me as well. =)

I love the texts i received. Especially the one with only 2 words. This sounds funny but i don't care. And uhem.. He said he wanna buy me a small cake. xD ahaahaha. Though that didn't happened but i'm s-a-t-i-s-f-i-e-d. 

Thanks to my relatives too. =D 

Moral studies was like hell as usual. I think i spent 2/3 time chatting with Sze. And he ended the class at 3.30pm. WTH. yesh wth! We were supposed to go home at 5pm. =..= Library again la. The discussion room ish like fridge! Freaking cold in there. Ngehehe. Ahum was outside. Heeeeeeeeeeehss.. Instead of saying we studied there, we went crazy there. Steam chicken, green tea chicken, da ge.. Everything. Lol. And the ipod incident. ahahahahahahahahahaha. He listens to korean song!!! KOREAN SONG WOI!!! =3

Oh and not to forget. My sister in law told me that my brother found the cards i've given for all these years and he felt like crying. =') This is the best present ever. T.T

My aunt called my mum and i talked to her. She jokingly asked if i missed her. I said no xD My dad sang me a birthday song. At that moment, i felt like crying. And i realized i really miss them so much. It will be perfect if i went with them. And i missed the chance to see Yoyo and Cha Cha. My mum told me how cute Yoyo is, is making me more jealous. =((

At night, Sze said she decided to go Maktab. T.T Perak. TT.TT And ahum said he's going for interview. Leaving A-L-S-O. I'm so gonna cry. I lost all my mood. My aunt talked to me and i'm also moody. I didn't really have the mood to answer her and i felt sorry. 

520. 500 post. And 5 is my favourite number. Today should be perfect. But it isn't. 

Nothing could be changed. 

i'm waiting

I'm waiting for that someone now.

But he never seems to appear.

=(

God bless me.

sia soi and sad

Today should be a wonderful day. As usual he texted me this morning. Everything tends to be so awesome. And i felt extraordinary happy. However, i didn't mention to talk to him. =( Okay nvm.

Then, chemistry class. Shit. Damn it. F*ck it. I seriously did screwed up the chemistry quiz yesterday. I didn't expect it to be that shit-y. My mood started to turn the other way round. But it still wasn't that bad.

We went for lunch at Taipei 101. I MUST recommend their food there. Although i tried the Hot and Spicy noodles and the dumplings only. Okay whatever. BUT THEIR FOOD IS SERIOUSLY WAY BETTER THAN what's that shop name again.. Ren Jian Ca Fang! Uh huh. Their price is more affordable. Yay baby! I love the dumplings.

Lounge. Again. I suddenly felt like playing ping pong. So i asked David to teach me. F*ck it once again. Something stupid happened. blah.

At first i thought it was really sia soi. And the 2 office ladies were giving me the see-what-you've-done look. T.T I was still okay then. Then, i suddenly felt NOT okay. My friends were like straight away stand up and help. I felt sorry. Really sorry. Although they said it's nothing. But i just felt sorry. ><

I sat alone at the bench. Sze came and sat beside me. I really didn't have the mood to talk or look around. I stared at my Funtwist. And something more STUPID happened after Angela sat down beside me. T.T Thanks you guys for comforting me. =')

Sze told me he actually came and saw me emo-ing. And he did asked what happened to me. I DIDN'T KNOW. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY SIGHT!? After Sze told me, i felt like knocking my head against the wall. TT He must have thought that i was ignoring him. Till now, i'm still worrying about him being angry. I feel something is wrong. I know i'm always feeling the wrong thing. But i think this time it wouldn't be wrong. =(

But again. HOI WHO IS HIM TO ME or WHO THE HELL AM I TO HIM!? T.T I'm begging for things to be still the same. My phone is vibrating now and i freaking hope it's him. But it's never him. I feel like crying now. TT TT TT TT TT

And something makes me more emo. TSAI SZE HUI KENAK MAKTAB. Probably leaving D:

God had been too generous to be lately. 

Just one more time, pls be generous to me. 

One second can change a lot of things. 

Alone and Birthday

My parents dumped me here in Kuching for 5 days. They went to KL for my bro's wedding thingy. Wulala. I can't wait till the actual day. I AM OFFICIALLY EXCITED.

I used to complain that my birthday always fall on exam during previous years (school years). It's definitely gonna be on exam. I don't know why. I was looking forward to this year's birthday as it's not going to be on exam. Yay! But booooo! T.T I won't be celebrating it with my friends.

But nvm. I have my dearest-so-cute-lovely-darling celebrating with me. xD She said she's going to buy me a slice of cake. =)


THIS. MORNING. WAS. HISTORY. Ngehehehe. He taught me chemistry. Seriously, by the time he finished teaching me, i was still a bit blur. =..=  There's a question using the whatever Method 2 calculation, he taught me and can do. I CAN DO IT!! At least i didn't disappoint him that much. 

Oh well, he said my handwriting is like ants. NOU! Because his handwriting ish so very giant and cute. Interested? Nah, i won't let you see! 

I'm sleepy. -____-

I don't mind your odd behaviour,

it's the very thing i love. 

HOOIII !!

I dono why. I fall in love with this word.

HOOIIII!! 

I laugh whenever i see this word. I saw this word in like every 1 minute when i was chatting with Shay Mei. I was chatting with her last night about John Mayer and she was like, HOI!!! HOOOIIII!!!!! ahahahaha. I can't control myself and started laughing like nobody cares.

HOII!! 

ahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha!!!


Okay. Skip this one. HOII!!! He texted me last night. awwww~ *facepalmssss* ngehehehe. Satisfied. I'm satisfied!!

And and and this morning there's another one. =)) And there's some more.

When i entered the library this morning, no sign of him *sigh*. Oh well, i sat down. I looked up. OMGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! He was there! Aiseh. He came sit with me. *wide wide grin* rahahahahaha.

Instead of saying i'm so so happy today. I'm satisfied. I'm not asking for more. I won't. That's all i want. =))

I thank God for what He gave me. =]

Best gift ever. 

My bro and sis in law. =))

I love these photos so much!! So just wanted to share it with you guys. Heeeeeeeeh. 

I particularly love this photo MOST. I don't know why. xD Maybe it's .. umm.. i don't know. I JUST LOVE THIS!! 

Continue. =) 

Done. I'm so happy my bro is finally getting married. xD ahahahahaha. it's not that i'm afraid he might not get married someday. It's that, omg my bro is finally being.. mature? I'm so happy for them  =) 

Although i never trust the existence of fairy tales, but i do wish that happen to them. Living happily ever after. And maybe having a baby in the ... next few years? Heeeeeeeeeh. 

To me, being able to be together for these many years and getting married in the end, is a miracle. It's like they're fated to meet each other one day and since then they fall in love and ta-da! They're getting married. =) Good thing right. *wide grin* 

Congratulation Ah gor! And Jie Jie. =) 

tunggu and sabar

TUNGGU.

SABAR.

I said that, when i listen to On Rainy Days by Beast something good is gonna happen right? Nou. Not everytime. T.T

To me, a promise is a promise. I seldom fail to do what i promised. This is unfair. I know.

Emm, i'm in a blur situation. Excuse my blur-ness. Actually i don't know what the hell i'm talking about now.

*slaps*

Okay, more alive now. When ppl around me are telling me that this time, it's the right one. But deep inside, i knew something ain't right. I feel it. They told me there's something. But i just don't feel that something.

I don't wanna end up like how i did previously. That's why i'm so afraid to take one more step ahead. I have this feeling that, this time it's going to be the same as what happened last time. The situation is similar! And what do i expect?!

Maybe. Someday. I'm going to give up. Soon. I don't see hope. And the worst part is.. I don't even feel like trying as compared to last time. I don't know why. THAT'S WHY I'M SO DESPERATE! Someone really slap me please. T.T

I HAVE TO READ BIO NOW. NOW NOW NOW!!!

Please lighten my path.

I don't see lights ahead. 

yesterday and today

13.5.2011

First lesson for Moral Studies. And i freaking hate it. =.= Seriously it was SO BORING! Gosh, i dozed off twice. Our moral lecturer tried to be funny, but i just don't get his humor. Some lah, ya some. But not all. I was blur for that... 2 hours or so? LUCKILY the class ended earlier, or else i swear i gonna sleep in class.

Thanks to sze, i texted him again. xD It was kinda embarrassing >< But after chatting for some time, it's not. =)

It feels so unreal. From time to time, i'll be like, i'm chatting with him? seriously!? *slapssss* Okay, yeah it's him. Through the texts, i found him cute. When did u think he isn't? Okay ya! He IS cute. heeeeeeeeeeh.

Umm, it's around 11 or so, he texted me!! I was like. OH. MY. GOD!! I was listening to Beast's new song that time. I'm so gonna love that song! Oh well, sweet dreams that night.


14.5.11

So, we agreed to have our group study every saturday morning. I thought i was going to be the last one. Who knows i was the first. == I pushed the big big heavy door, and there he was! O.o He saw me. >< I was too nervous. AND I FORGOT TO SMILE. WTH. Screw myself. T.T

Instead of saying it's a group study, let's explain it this way. We tried to know each other better. xD We were chatting about random stuff. Which of course sometimes we can't control ourselves and laughed like mad. shh.. we're distracting the seniors. xD

The guys went down to play ping pong. Angela, Sze and me chatted. They gave me false hope. >< They said A LOT. I wanted to believe. But it just feel not right. SO NOT RIGHT. Now, i'm hoping for the best. T.T

He texted me again. =)) About lunch thingy. Hmm.. I gave up that precious chance. Nvm. I don't care. U LIAR!! Yeah a bit lah.

Slow and steady,

says Eric Jee. 

david and david

OMG DAVID SO MUCH! I FREAKING OWE U A LOT DAVID!! =)

When i reached library this morning, i was still kinda blur and panting like hell. FYI, library is 2nd floor. Why on earth do they have to place library there?! And i saw him. *tub tub tub tub tub tub tub* 

And i talked to him. *TUB TUB TUB TUB TUB TUB TUB TUB*

Satisfied. yay!


And once again. Thank you so muchie david ar!!!

He helped me did something. Something BIG. heeeeeeeeeeeeeh. He texted him. Wait. What did he do?

HE TEXTED HIM!!! I was like, no no, don send! But he'd sent already. == I was jumping around after that. swt me. Okay i know i know.

SKIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.

It is fun. =DDDD

*TUB TUB TUB TUB TUB TUB TUB* 

right or wrong?

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

*facepalm*

*facepalm*

*facepalm*

Updated:

Hoi!! I didn't see Mr b today wei. TT This is so frustrating!!!! 

lunch and group study

We stayed back today. Kitchen was temporary closed for student .. practical? Oh well, we can only choose fast food. arghhh. So we decided to go out for lunch. 

But, cars are limited. Shawnne was kind enough to call her mum to pick us. Sze, Alicia and I followed David. We ordered and waited for them. Took them ages to come. BECAUSE SHAWNNE WAS DRIVING!! No la, cos she had to drive her mum home and come from 101. BTW, we were at umm.. 人间茶坊. 

As usual, funny things happened. 

Teh c PENG without ice.

Your GIRLfriend is a girl or boy?

Bahahahahaha! This is what happen when Angela, David and Shawnne is there. We went back at... 2:15pm? We planned to start studying at 2pm. FTW! We went back with Shawnne's Camry. Brand new Camry. *wink*

Okay, skip the accident part. No wait. We did not involve in the accident. Other ppl did. Some dumb-ass. Uh huh *nod nod* Except for the part when a girl suddenly drove down that 45 degree slope and was so close to Shawnne's car that she nearly went crazy. We screamed. All 3 of us. 

Group study? Not really. We split up into 3 groups? I was alone.. Thanks to the f*cking air con. But anyway,  i managed to digest what Ms Susie taught today. That's good news. *grin* 

He wasn't in the library today.

How sad T.T But i did saw him. 

Heeeees..

I gonna ask! 

I gonna try!

ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuh!

ouh ouuh ouuuuuuh~ 

I thought i'm not going to see him today. T.T Noooh! I saw him early in the morning! ahahaha... So hardworking. Studying. uhm.. kinda..

ANYWAY!! I don't care. As long as i can see him. Just a glimpse. =) And he was at the bistro. I'm so lucky today. ♥.♥ 

Slap me!!


Ahahahahaha. Sorreh ah ming! I lied to u. :D I was looking through my contacts, trying to find someone who's going to register for form 6. AH MING! taa-daa! I told him i was going too.

I am so jealous. Last 5sc1 going to form 6 together. T.T I bet it'll be fun! Last 5sc1 boh! I seriously feel like going  form 6. Ouh  please don't let me see photos of last 5sc1 wearing uniform at GRSS. I'll cry.

No, i can't do that. 

No way.

Quiz

EIKKSS!!! Ms Susie is on leave tomorrow. GOOD NEWS!!! =)

Pui.

She is giving us an early souvenir. Biology quiz. TT I gonna die tomorrow. >< nuuuuuh way!! I only started learning last night. No wait, did I?

I watched movie for the whole day yesterday. HK movie is addictive. BUT THE ENDING SUCKS. Oh well, he saw me chiong-ing movies and was like, eh i thought someone said she's going to have quiz on monday? And i was like, Quiz? What quiz? O.o Oh SHIAT!! I FORGOT!!

Remembering there's a quiz waiting for me, doesn't help much.

Obviously, i wont gonna survive tomorrow. Although i've finished reading the textbook and the lecturer notes.. Hopefully it gonna work.

God bless meh!

Gonna meet u tomorrow?

Moral and movie

6/5/11 which was yesterday, we had our first lesson for moral studies. Our lecturer is a guy. ahum. At first, he was like introducing himself to us. And moved into his marriage... and his children. Ah Mei and me looked at each other with the "wth" expression. *yawns*

Done with all the.. craps.. He showed us the 10 something something related animals. Honestly, i wasn't interested. *yawn for the n times* FINALLY! 2:45pm. He said we can go home. Once again, we were like wth! He should've told us earlier! @#$%^&*!! Unwilling to go home, we planned to go The Spring. Teehees. 

After wasting 10 minutes deciding which movie to go for, we finally made up our mind to go for Thor. FYI, the movie was at 3:15pm. And we bought the ticket at 3:15pm. :) Honestly, the movie was damn boring at first. I felt like sleeping. But for the sake of my 11 bucks, I forced myself to stay awake. T.T But then, it became interesting in the end... *raise eyebrows* 

Starting next week, it's study leave for our seniors! NUUUUHHHHHHH! T.T I went to the library, hoping to see him. But no. Lobby...? Okay lobby. I SAW HIM! He wasn't facing me. So all i can see was just his back. *sobs* The moment i wanted to go up, he turned back. HE FREAKING TURNED BACK!!! ^W^ 

Thank God. :)

So last night, before i sleep, i promised myself.. that IF i gonna see him once more in campus. I gonna run to him.. 

AND....

SNAP A PHOTO OF HIM!! 

==.. This is weird. AND SO DAMN OBVIOUS. (okay not as obvious as what the other girl did to him @#$%^&*) *clenching fist* 

Okay! i made up my mind. I IMMA DO IT!! *facepalm* nooooooooooou... I can't do it. -..-

*smacks and smashes and slaps* oh right. Follow my heart. 

*breathe in breathe out* i have to study now. calm down ah miaw!!

i know what i want.

i can decide wisely.

Frog and him

Umm.. Don worry, he has nothing to do with a FROG. 

Early in the morning, i saw him. SO HARDWORKING SOME MORE. ahem. skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip.

Ms Susie told us the seniors will be doing frog dissection. So during Ms Kho's class, 

Ms Kho: Class, do u want to see the frog dissection?

1/2 of us: *nod nod* 

The rest: NO!

Around 11:25am, we were packing our things already. I was SUPA excited. FYI, i missed the chance to dissect last year. TT Outside bio lab, 13 of us were like sticking our face on the windows because nobody told us to go in. 

I dono how did we get in. The only thing on my mind was, I WANNA GET IN!!! Not because of the frog. Because of something else. AHEM!!!! 

When i first saw the frog, i was like why the hell is the frog so HUGE? Last time when Brandon and Yik Lung dissect, it was like the baby size ones. == 

I saw him dissect. It's like what my mum said, he looks freaking great in lab coat!!! Oh well, skip. The process was kinda... disgusting pathetic. They were a bit Charles-Ting-like. Okay. Not as bian tai as Charles la.. At least they didn't (almost) dig the frog's eyes out. >< 

BUT they said they wanna take a look at the brain and that guy !@#$%^&* cut the frog's head. )=  Poor frog. Amen... TT 

I was like, okay i still can have my lunch. Yesh i can. Few seconds later, the guy break the head into half. Just imagine the sound. *kraaackkkkk* and it's in half. GOSH!!! How am i going to have lunch? I felt sorry for the frog. If i'm not mistaken, after they cut the head, the frog's heart was still beating. Poor thing!! T.T

I snapped a few photo of him. As usual, heart racing, and this time, my hands were trembling. I am useless. Just now, when i was viewing all the photos, i was thinking, what if he suddenly looked into the camera when i was snapping? I think i gonna drop my phone >< This should be the last time i gonna listen to him talk, at such short distance.

Thank God for giving me this opportunity to be so near with him. 

This is enough. I'm satisfied already. 

But then, when i was looking at the photos, i wasn't that happy. I should have been as happy as the first time i was so near to him. I didn't feel the excitement. Not even a bit. Why? I just don't get it. T.T Because he's gonna leave soon? TT.TT nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh. 

*emo*

TT

I knew this is not the right time.

But i denied it. 

He's leaving

Class was fun as usual. Teasing JordAn with the expression he did to the camera. He was like, what the hell.. *chased after me and pinch*. Haha. We are like 17 going to be 18 teenagers, and yet we acted like we're primary students. xD

We didn't have math class! ahahaha. BUT i stayed back to study at library. >.> And that helps. A LOT. =] I was stuck at library from 1.30 till 5.10 pm. Long enough? I think i dozed off thrice. BUT IT'S BETTER THAN SLEEPING FOR 3 HOURS AT HOME RIGHT!? And and and I fall in love with ............................................................................................................................. BIOLOGY =) 

So, i thought my dad was going to pick me up at ard 4 or 5.. Who knows my mum called and said he's going to pick me at 6. @@ gosh. My butt was so numb. So i went lepak. Well, i didn't manage to see ahem him ahem. Within 5 minutes, i went back to the library. I found brochure. And ta-daa! I saw him on the cover. tsk tsk tsk.

4.50pm. I searched from rack to rack. Hoping to find something that catch my sight. The door went, iiiittt.. duuubb.. I SAW HIM. kyaaaaaaaaaaaah. If someone's heart beat exceed 100 per minute and he or she's gonna die... i would have died everytime i see him. ><

After 5pm, i went down. Planned to wait at the er.. lobby? But i gave up and went to the lounge. HE WAS THERE AGAIN TT. Woi, later ppl thought i stalk him. >< I swear i didn't know he was there!! I thought he went home already. My brake was kinda cacat, i wanted to stop and turn back. But i still walked in. TT

Oh well, that was SO embarrassing!!


So, i think i wont be seeing him after... this week? After exam, and that's it. Buh bye liao. D= Before this i was like, YEAH HE'S LEAVING and i CAN FOCUS! But now.. shit no he's leaving. *emooooooooo*...

Uh huh. I've started to be emo again recently. THANK YOU SO MUCHIE!!

sooner or later..

First love

Lilian Lau tagged me in a movie trailer yesterday and she added that she nearly cried. I was thinking, is it really that good? While watching the trailer, i saw the lead actress. I was like, wth..? But then, the storyline of the movie wasn't bad. And the lead actress finally turned into snow white. =)

Let's look at the transformation of the lead actress.

She was like this at first.

What the hell right? okay now let's move on...

And finally. SHOO PRETTY!!! *wipes saliva* xD

Now let's have a look at the lead male. *wide grin*

He was 60% of the reason why i wanted to watch the movie. xD (i love the first photo of him. and he suits straight hair)

After watching the trailer, i went to search for it on youtube. WTF. Youtube line sucks. I was sick of slow loading. So i downloaded it instead. 

I watched it at night. Because someone ahem LILIAN LAU SUH LIH was rushing me. I think after half and hour of the movie, my eyes were glued to the computer screen. 

I cried thrice. Serious. I still remember the last time i cried for a movie was... 10 Promises to my dog. SO VERY DE FREAKING TOUCHING MOVIE. Ouh, back to topic.

First was when the girl, crying while confessed to the guy but got rejected. Then, when the guy revealed the photo album that was all about the girl, which means he actually LOVE the girl. He rejected her just because of the promise with his best friend. TT And lastly, when the guy said that he wasn't married yet because he's waiting for someone to come back from the US. 

While watching everything she did just because of that guy, i felt something in my heart. Maybe there's a little something that's similar to my case. I can totally feel her when she saw him ride other girls home. When he didn't notice her. When he smiled to her but she thought it was just a smile. When she tried hard to change and confessed to him but got rejected in the end. That was maybe why i cried. )'=

I freaking cried. sobs. It was so touching. Thai movie rocks!! 

download here or watch here. =) Although u have to register first. But that little trouble is worth it for the movie.

http://thepinoyforum.com/movie-stuff/a-crazy-little-thing-called-love-eng-sub-merged-d-t5820.html

This ish another MUST watch. People, watch!

She succeed. 

What about me?