i thought

I thought everything's over because everything seemed to be perfect recently. But then i realized it isn't over, not yet.

So, my mom said she wanted to go Sunny Hills for ice cream just now. I felt reluctant to go. I still went in the end. I plugged in my earphones, loud music playing. That was the only way to stop me from thinking.

Lots of people were on the queue. Those bloody flashbacks. Were queuing up in my brain! His face came into mind. So clearly. Everything. The worst part? My mom picked the table behind where we sat last time. -..-

Flashbacks.


FREAKING FLASHBACKS!!! 

*pull hair and scream*

That hurts. Ouch. 

insomnia

Dear insomnia, 

Haven't seen you in a while. But i'm sorry. Because i didn't miss you. 

And i somehow hate you! Please go away. :(

What happened? It was only a simple question. And it affects me. A bit? No. I can't sleep. That shouldn't suppose to be just a bit. IT AFFECTS ME FREAKING MUCH. 

Girl, you had been doing well.

But not tonight. 

对不起

他乱讲话

她马上用手捂住他的嘴巴

另一只手遮住他的眼睛

他...只是轻轻的拍了拍她的手。

恩爱吧？

早上8点

车里载着女友

一起上学？上班？

男孩温柔的摸摸女孩的头发

微微笑着。

幸福吧？

有时候

见到别人一对对的

会觉得

他们，真好

如果我说

单身真好

那你可以马上打我

因为那是骗人的

我也会想要

寂寞的时候，有个肩膀可以靠

出去的时候，有个人牵着我手

无聊的时候，有个人让我作弄

害怕的时候，有个怀抱只属于我

伤心的时候，有双手给我擦眼泪

心烦的时候，有个人听我发牢骚

无论什么节日，都不用害怕只有自己一个人。

我知道

只要我点头

这一切都会实现

可我办不到

或许你现在觉得没关系

但我会觉得内疚

我知道我自私

不想让你这么离开

可我却又没有资格接受

真心的

对不起

days

I have a lot to say. But i don't know where to start. =..=

College. The same thing happened. With my twin sister and 3 sisters. Study? Nah. Not really. :3 I think we annoyed our lecturer a lot. Especially when we are hyper for no reason. Opps.

Tuesday noon, after lunch, we went to my twin's house. Oh-hoh-hoh. Her parents and brothers were at home. We chatted for around one hour. Were so excited about the Lundu trip. Oh well. Canceled in the end.

Wednesday. Duty as usual. And I hate it. It was so freaking boring!

Thursday noon. Went for lunch again. Chicago 7. Ahaha. Dalia was with us this time. We owed her a lot because thanks to her we were able to complete our assignment. FYI, the other groups were still blur about what they should do. FTW April intake A-levels!

At first, i kinda felt reluctant to go there. After all, that was the place he had lunch with us for the first time. Anyway, we still went. When i stepped into Chicago 7, i actually forgot about everything. Ordered food and stuff. David and Dalia were sitting at the table we sat last time. My twin sister suggested to sit at the corner where they were more sofa. That was when i thought of him, for that few seconds. :)

I can control myself recently. So proud of myself. :3 I mean, I no longer cry myself to bed. I no longer think about him 24/7. Well, there're still times that i felt like crying while listening to certain songs. Although those nightmare still wakes me up in the middle of the night. But at least it isn't as worst. 


Now there we go for the sisters. Everyday, there will probably be Ju(square), Xiao Huang and Mund(square). Our fate are kinda similar. Although the situations are different. But basically we are facing the same problem. We give hopes to each other and seek for advice from time to time. Which makes me feel that we're actually real sisters. :) I'm really sorry, i know i suck at comforting and giving advice. 


And actually, i'm afraid to encourage you guys to take a step forward. Because IF and i mean IF you're as unlucky as i was... those tears and that pain. AWW. BUT it feels wrong not to give it a try. So, Angewuua, Ah dii dii and Ah nene should go try la! At least, go talk to people ma. 

WOOSH!!!


Last night, YEAH LAST NIGHT WAS HILARIOUS!! I bet that will be his MOST unforgettable birthday. Make sure u take good care of Stitch :3.

Remember who i was before you 

Now i'm alive and feeling brand new 

TUM BLR

;)

You and You

My tumblr is back to life!! 

I can't stop reblogging. Good or bad news? 

Come visit. Don't care if you're free or not. 

the twin

Although we didn't have Biology class today, we still went early. No. I even went EARLIER than usual. xD 

Why? To watch movie. :3 Orphanage. We were SO disappointed when we couldn't play the movie. Thanks to our Ah Nene, we watched it with her laptop. And you know what. People REALLY shouldn't watch scary movie with us. It wouldn't be the movie that scares them, but us. US! 

Ah mei brought Dydy, i brought Bird Bird and Shawnne had the cushion. What happened was, throughout the movie, Mei and I was like hugging them so tightly, and when there was this scary part, we covered our face with it. And we actually screamed when the.. "thingy" came out. 

Ohoho. We phailed. 

I was lazy. L.A.Z.Y. So i didn't go for duty. Don't slap me. :) Because I studied at library. But i dozed off .. thrice? Aiya, i don't care la. I did study chemistry. Proud of me? Ouh i know you are. So GIVE ME ICE CREAM! Don't want? Nvm. I had one this afternoon. Oh-hoh-hoh! *cough*

Ah Mei was sitting with me. She was so pissed off because of the other group of student, noisy, annoying. BUT thanks to xiao huang. He came up. So she started to be hyper. And when she's hyper. I suffer. We laughed. For no reason. I think everyone in the library stared at us. Who cares? *Jordan face* 

This is what happen when the twins are hyper. *evil laugh* 

And ouh ouh ouh! This Saturday! We. Are. Going. To. Be. Hyper. Again. :) 

It's funny how people and feelings change. 

如果你现在所做的一切，

纯粹

是因为怜悯之心，

和抱歉。

那我可以很确定的告诉你，

谢谢。

拜托你，

离开我的世界。

我知道

我自私

因为

害怕

当我再次想起你的时候

又会哭泣

因为

害怕

那种心痛的感觉

因为

我盼着

哪天看见与你有关的东西

可以微笑

所以

在我决定要离开的时候

不要让我回头

在我下定决心放弃时

不要出现

小白会陪着我

this is wrong

My heart. 

Just skipped a beat. 

This ain't right. ><

内疚

现在的我，如果有勇气，

会一头撞向墙壁。

心里好难受。

或许，她根本就没有那个意思。

只是因为我...

太小人心。

我觉得好内疚，

觉得好过意不去。

对不起。

Last time ever

Yesh. That will be the last time. 

I will not ask anything about it anymore. 

Every single word you said. 

TUD

*pulling my hair out*


TUD!!



I wan jump river. Jump bridge. Jump building. Jump table! Whatever thing. I wan JUMP!!!


*facepalm*

*shaaaaaaaakes head*

Sorry for being random. 

12.20am

The clock said 12.20am. I was giving up. So i updated my facebook status. Obviously it was about him. ><

And then, few minutes later, my phone vibrated.


"Gudnite =)" Him. HIM!

HOI!!

SLAP

caterpillar story :3

arrrrr .... new hotlink number.

tat wan do business use.

digi leave to frend

see i treat u ppl so good

do wat business?

adopt stray cats?

ya

and dogs

and caterpillars

and ....

chicken

HOI!

wheregot caterpillar?

i invent myself

i caterpillar . can o not?

when caterpillar turn into butterfly

they have one day to live wei

pretty girl

u wan ar

ya i wan

pretty girl for one day nia

wan?

so sad de drama

ya i wan

WHAT DRAMA?

MARY AH?

NO LA

caterpillar drama

one day caterpillar and ... bird .. NO BIRD EAT ME!

caterpillar fell in love with ..........

a ....

an animal..

cat

ok ok cat

then caterpillar owes go find cat

then the cat oso fell in love with caterpillar as time passes by

but caterpillar is growing up

as days pass by

caterpillar become the ...

cacoon?

dono wad they call.

ya .. caterpillar wrote a letter inside the shell.

caterpillar say, after i came out, let's go for a date

then ok caterpillar came out

they two dating

but cat dono caterpillar oni got one day to live

caterpillar steal steal touch touch put one more letter inside cat ... butt hole..

then caterpillar say ... tired liao wan go home..

HOI WHY BUTT HOLE!

-.- where?

ok .. put inside ..

O O ! the fur very thick

caterpillar put inside the fur

ya then when the clock strikes 12, caterpillar RIP

cat still dono.

then the cat open the letter

caterpillar ask cat not to find caterpillar anymore

NO! butterfly la

then cat angry

cat tot butterfly got other cat outside!

cat teared the letter inside 1000000 pieces

then she raaaaan to butterfly house

cat asked for butterfly

the butterfly fren she die oledi

TT___TT THE END

HOI

touching wei

*tissue

ikr

TT^TT

i can go write script liao

无奈

对，现在的我，想变成熊猫，过冬眠，暂时什么都不想。

可是，可能吗？不可能啦！

笨蛋！

昨晚，身边的两个好朋友劝我再次鼓起勇气。而我却只是在回答废话，其实我知道那只是在掩饰自己的脆弱。我一再的逃避，是因为我伤不起。不想再因为受伤而流泪。

放弃，怎么可能？你说，行吗？在短短的一个月半里，对我来说所有的所有都是回忆。不管在做什么，只要和他有一丁点关系，眼前就会不停浮现熟悉的画面，感觉酸酸的。

刚刚听了首歌，一首他让我听的歌。眼泪就这么的不争气，一滴接着一滴。想想那时他到我家，坚持要送我。第一次摸摸我的头，有谁知道当时我的心情是怎么样？想了想，在他伸出手时，我不该假装不懂，而是马上握住他的手，或许现在一切都会不一样。

我说过，如果时间可以重来，我想回到１２／５那天。一切重新开始，珍惜接下来的１个月半。如果真的能够那样，那我会争取。把事情问清楚，再决定要不要继续当个傻瓜。

为什么要不久不久，就发封信息扰乱我的心呢？昨晚的“晚安”，又让我想知道你到底在想什么。好想豁出去，直截了当的问，你他ｘ的在想什么？！但是最后还是把手机放下。就像你们告诉我的，有没有想过他或许曾经是认真的？有。我想过。但我就是没有勇气，那可怎么办？

现在，我好想问问丘比特，你当初到底有没有看准对象就射箭？如果确定对象是对的，那麻烦你派个人来教教我该怎么办好吗？

回忆好像越来越模糊了... T.T

piano exam

I was abnormal this morning. I couldn't even count the times i woke up before 7. After waking for the nth time, i finally gave up and go downstairs.

Started practicing. And suddenly, the fan stop rotating, and my keyboard stops functioning. Blackout. DAYUMM IT!! Wait, i still have something to do. OH SHIAT I DIDN'T IRON MY CLOTHES!! (DAYUMM IT) square!!

Early in the morning, my mood was ruined. Totally moody. Some more my parents didn't allow me to go for lunch with Shawnne. ><

Reached there at.. 9.35am? Checked my name and everything. The lady told me, 'take a seat, you're next.' And i was like, WHAT!? SO FAST? Because my time was supposed to be 10.15am. Great, i started to feel butterflies in my stomach.

I texted Shawnne right away. My mom saw me trembling while pressing the buttons. >< That 20 minutes of waiting outside the room felt like 20 years. After the phone call from Shawnne, the lady called me.

The examiner opened the door and said she needed a minute for the washroom. Oh well, i wasn't nervous. SURPRISINGLY. :3 Finally, she opened the door and i walked in, sat down. She seems friendly. Heeeehs. Scales was.. not bad. And there goes the pieces. I screwed up the first piece. TOTALLY SCREWED UP. Second and third was okay. Don't wanna mention about aural and sight reading.

Moral class. Watch "Robocop" today. For our assignment. *raise eyebrow* TBH, i don't know what the assignment is all about. And the movie, all i knew was they created a robot to.. kill bad people. Die people here and there. The bad guy shot Murphy's palm. I found that part funny. Because the effect was *cough*.

Class ended at 4pm. EARLY.

You're not bothering me as much as you think you are. :)

goosebumps

This morning, we spent our time at the bistro again. :3 I don't know why, i didn't feel like being in the library. Had toast, again. FAT. butter. FAT!

Around 9, he came. And into the bistro. GRRR. Okay fine. He talked to David and umm.. the guys sitting at the other table. And he went out.

Slap.


Piak.


Lunch. I nearly throw up everything i ate. When i stepped into bistro, i was hoping he wasn't there. Oh right, he wasn't there. YAY! *pause* No wait. His car was still there. Damn it.

He came into the bistro while we were eating. He asked if anyone wants physics textbook. And walked away.

BITE!

He had lunch there too. And i saw the girl.. uhm.. who nearly drove me crazy when she touched his face. I knew they're gonna have lunch together. I just know. Sixth sense. :3 Luckily two other chefs sat with them. Or else i'll knock my head against the wall.

I gobbled down everything and told Shawnne that i wanna leave asap. Or else i'll throw up. You know what. The way she leaned over to him, the face she made to him, and the way she stared at me. YESH she freaking stared at me.

When i stood up, she was giving me the "See, he's with me. You better back off." face. And when i walked nearer, she leaned closer to him. And gave him the MOST IRRITATING SMILE. Wth. I don't know how he feel. But that freaking gave me goosebumps! I knew she did it on purpose.

AS IF i care? God is really guiding me, sometimes. :) I saw this quote the previous night.

你被别人嫉妒，说明你卓越；你嫉妒别人，说明你无能。

I love this. :) It's so right. So i'm not jealous. Or should i say, i didn't feel anything? Maybe it's because of what he told me last time. *cough* Oh-hoh-hoh. Even if he was lying, i still felt gratified.

Anyway, after picking Shay Mei, we went to the.. what was the shop name again? Polar ice? Bought drinks and went back to school. FYI, when the three youngest child in our family come together, we go crazy. No matter it's in the stationary shop, or the beverage shop or in school! We were like crazy people. :3

Even in the classroom, we still laughed like there were only the 3 of us. Guess what, we were too busy laughing, we spent 3 hours to finish.. 11 questions. I bet Miss Irene was annoyed.

I'm over you?

shoulder

This morning, we spent almost 1 hour in bistro. Was chatting with Angela. I realize something. The more i chat with her, the more i love her. T.T I understand how she feel. Maybe there's still a lot that i don't know. But i know how tough it is to be in the middle of everything. I suck in comforting people. :( sorry. Hope everything's gonna be alright, so don't worry girl. :) Smile.

He came. At around 9am.? Was planning to go upstairs but Angela said he wouldn't know u're looking at him in here. I stopped running. Seeing him coming nearer and nearer to the main door. I can't help it. I ran away. Hid behind the door and peeped through the narrow opening. I saw him.

*slap*

ouch. that hurts.


Spent the rest of the time at bistro. :)

Lunch at bistro. I. saw. him. >< And and and. He touched my shoulder. T.T I HATE YOU AH B! When i convinced myself not to think about you, you come to school everyday. When i thought i did it, you appeared. When i told myself i'm okay, you freaking gave me hope again.

I really feel like slapping him. Maybe that's the only way to release my.. i don't know what. I'm freaking pissed off now. !@#$%^&

*clenching fist* 

There was once i nearly went to his car and do something stupid. I heard God telling me to calm down. :3

Tell me what should i do next. 

slap

slap.

slap.

SLAP!!


He was at school again this morning. I really felt like scratching his car. Or or or push that blue blue annoying car to the middle of the road and see what happen. EHEHEHEHEHEHE!!! =..=

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Don't talk about the sixth-sense-again part. And i wanna skip the how Angela found his car at the parking. And how fast my heart beat. AND HOW BAD MY MOOD WAS AFTER I REALIZED HE WAS AT SCHOOL.

Slap him. REALLY SLAP HIM!! 


Went out for lunch with the doggie who came back... weeks ago? Ah boy drove. :3 I found a driver. :3

Sugarbun. U know what. Everytime go out with Russell, Amarprit and Shay Mei, i sure gonna laugh like there's no tomorrow. Shay Mei and me laughed like there's only the 4 of us in Sugarbun. Because Prit did something really funny.

Moved to Big Apple Donut after that. LAUGHED AGAIN. They're good at imitating people. Really good.

Back to school at 2.30pm. :) That blue rectangular box wasn't there. Sigh.


*hide in the corner emo*

no comment

Avoid and appear

Sometimes, when you try to avoid someone, you thought you weren't going to see him. But in the end, he or she still show up. It's like you're fated to see him or her. 


This morning, i had the sixth sense again. >< At first i thought it was because of me thinking too much. So i didn't care. I reached school and there was no sign of his car. *sigh of relief*

Angela came and she said, i think i saw a blue car. Is it QA*? We decided to go down and have a look. At lobby, i saw the blue thing. And i said, no it's not his car. I was about to turn but then, eh wait, the front light is.. sharp. HOI!! It's his car!!

I don't know why, I was afraid to meet him. Maybe not afraid. Or i was just trying to avoid him? While waiting for my toast, he went to his car. And i saw him. My heart went Tub Tub Tub. He did look into Bistro but he didn't see me.

After buying breakfast. Shawnne and Angela encouraged me to go to the lounge. Angela said he was at SAO. In the end, I ran away. I can't see him. Not yet.

In class, while i was trying to focus. Someone familiar appeared. I didn't believe it was him at first. Yeah it WAS him. >< He seemed surprise with my.. short hair. *cough* Which means he no longer view my profile. And that leads to something else.

Once again, while we were having a short break. He walked pass our class with another guy. That guy called me and said that HE wanted to talk to me. I saw him walked away without turning back. That guy came back, waving his hand. See, i knew it. He didn't intend to talk to me.

I can't concentrate for the whole day. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I was actually hoping for that familiar name to appear on my phone. But it didn't. So there's a conclusion for today's lesson. I should no longer hope for anything. Not even a bit.

Now, i'm forcing myself to the edge of giving up. It's been 2 weeks, i cried myself to bed, woke up in the middle of the night because of those dreams... I never in my life dreamed about the same person every single night. I never in my life cried my lungs out when there's nobody at home.

Stop hoping for anything, girl.

He no longer cares. 

Just.. give up.

sixth sense again

Due to my laziness last night, i didn't blow dry my hair. This morning when i woke up, it was like bushes. =..= Senget here and there. Oh well. Tried to do it right but PHAIL-ed. Gave up and tied up. :))

Then, i had this weird weird feeling that i somehow gonna see him today. >< nuuuh! 

We went for breakfast this morning. David was like, FASTER LIAO!! WE'RE LATE!! Thanks to the aunty who drove so TORTOISE speed. I horned her. Twice. :3 Our class starts at 8.30am. We reached class at 8.40am? Heeehs. 

Math was boring. As usual. :3 Luckily there's this .. bear? GB bear. xD SHOO CUTE!!

See how bored we were. Stuff earphone into her ears some more. ><

And this was what Shay Mei did during Moral class. Spot the difference? We laughed so loud when the lecturer was lecturing, and the other student stared at us.

Had problem deciding where to have lunch, again. Someone suggested Pizza Hut and majority agreed. Yay decided. 

David said, da ge da was at school just now. My heart stop beating. What!? He said again, i saw da ge da at school. Heart beat rate increase. *Tub Tub Tub Tub TUB TUB TUB* 

I was so high with Shay Mei before what David said. After that, i no mood liao. No energy liao. I didn't want to go back to school right after lunch. I didn't want to see him. I don't know what's gonna happen if i see him once more. 

I don't want my decision to go the other way round. DAMN i don't want to change my mind because of him!! SHOO!! You! Go away! 

T.T Back at school. I realized i was actually searching for his car. No sign of the blue car. *sigh* But it obviously isn't a sigh of relief. It was a sigh of disappointment. T.T 

*slaps* 

SHAY MEI! SHHHLAAAAPPP ME!!

What the hell does he want!? Messing up my decision is fun? Why on earth do you text me when i'm so moody! Why did you freaking text me at this time! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *pulling hairs for n times*

I hate you. SERIOUSLY! T.T

Tuesday

First of all.. I LOVE TUESDAY AND THURSDAY. Why? Because got math ma. Uiseh. I love math. Math is my life. My favourite subject. 

Pui.

Because of the 2 hours break. Ngeh heh heh. You know what. You can actually do a lot of things within those 2 hours. 

So yesterday, Ah Mei went to get her salary. And she treated us lunch. Aiseh. So good. WHERE GOT! She bought Taka bread ar. 

After lunch, we went lepak at Everise. Mei and me walk around while the rest went to Popular. 2 girls. Cosmetics. Disaster. A 17 and another 18 years old girl, never try out eye liner. Don't know how to stick eyelashes. Don't know how to use mascara. -..- The two of us *touch this touch that*. I seriously feel like buying all those things. MASCARA!!! 

Met them at the.. pool..? 

Ou ya. The 2 boring kids bought nail polish. What colour? SHOCKING GREEN and PINK. x) The outcome?

We TRIED to convince David but PHAIL-ED. In the end, only Mei, Shawnne, Angela, Ting Ying and Bao Fui, Jordan and me had those two colours on our nails.

And we have new student in our class. He's weird. Small small eyes, short hair short leg. Furry some more! And have pocket!

Dydy!! With the...... traffic light nails. 

I have no comment for the following photos. See at your own risk . :3

sixth sense and him

First of all, my haircut. Almost everyone said "SHO CUTE!" when they saw me. And then what's next? *play with my hair* Lol. And the admin at the basement said i look younger. :3

So, AH MEI AH!! This line  "Don't look at me. I know i look cute now. :)"  is neccessary!

Next. Him.

This morning, when i was driving, my phone suddenly vibrated. I knew it wouldn't be him. Impossible. Not even 0.01% of possibility. But i still secretly prayed to God. But i think God didn't hear me. Maybe he just wanted things to be the other way? T.T It wasn't him. TT.TT

It was then, that i realized how much i miss those time. Nobody's gonna understand how i felt during the first time he texted me in the morning. It was in front of my house gate. I still remember everything about the content. TT

Yesterday, i had this feeling that i gonna see him today. And yes i did see him. He didn't see me. He didn't even look into the office. Maybe he didn't recognize me. Or... He saw me and.. He didn't care.

I was busy filing all those annoying bills and when i looked up, he walked pass. My heart was beating so fast. It was like that time when i was so disappointed because i thought he went home already but he came to the library. *Tub tub tub tub...*

I should just kill that feeling. ARGH! Him again! He once asked me, " the feeling is no longer there?!" when he saw my fb status. He used to care. He USED TO. Yeah i know, not anymore. T.T Everything remind me of him. WHOI...

*slapssss!!*  WAKE UP GIRL!

Someday.

怎么了

从什么时候开始，自己变得这么不中用。
耳朵塞着耳机，播着的歌怎么都好像在教训我。
眼泪也就这么不听话的在眼眶里打滚。


一个月前的今天，那些聊天内容还历历在目。
只是短短的一个月，事情就可以变得这么多。
怎么可以这样... 

当初，是不是不应该这么固执？
是不是应该听听身边的人劝。

第一次见面时，什么感觉都没有。
第二次见面时，不应该有心跳加速的感觉，
不应该盯着你看。


第三次见面，不该有那种莫名其妙的感觉。
之后更不应该想要多见见你。


那时应该在每次看到你时，控制自己的心跳，
让自己心平气和。

不该开口跟你说话。
不该在见到你两秒后就那么的满足。 
不该在我们相处的10分钟后就开心整天。
不该为了见你一面而浪费了4个小时时间。
不该在失望没见到你后，你却有出现了而这么欣慰。 

如果可以，我想回到从前。
不是那个还不认识你的时候，而是回到我们第一次讯息的时候。
好好珍惜那接下来的1个月半。

还是会坦白该让你知道的事情。
还是想知道你的感觉。
然后，逼自己相信那是真心的。

在放手以后，不再拥有彼此的温柔。

Short and shorter

So i made up my mind to cut my hair. I wanted this.

But then Shay Mei said this is better.

Oh well. This morning, she texted me and asked whether i had cut my hair. I told her i didn't feel like cutting that short liao. In the end, i went to the saloon with my cousin.

I showed the guy the photo. And he said okay. Then i heard "chek chek chek". What sound was that. Wait. He's cutting my hair!! After like 3 seconds, he walked away. I turned and stared at the floor. MY HAIR AR!!!! T^T

This was the first cut.

And i found this nice. :) I actually felt like asking him to leave it like that.

MY HAIR AR WOI!!

After washing my hair, he started to REALLY cut. Few minutes passed. I thought it was done. Eh why still so long? I don wan this length! He came and i told him. He said he still wanna cut. OKAY LO..

He cut here cut there. Cut cut cut. WHOI. It's getting shorter and shorter uncle!! STILL CUT!? WOI STOP LIAO!! Finally he ask me go wash hair again. Come back. HE FREAKING CUT AGAIN!!

DANG.

I felt like crying. The other guy straighten my hair and it was like mushroom. MOOSHRUM!! GAHH!!

Don't look at me. I know i look cute now. :)